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Saturday, February 16, 2008

Hello =P

Hahaz, it's been a super duper long time since i posted. Or maybe, not to that extent. Lol. Just kidding. But i really really miss blogging so much. Yeah changed my blogskin, managed to get some good & bad comments. Who cares. I like it.

Hmm, i kinda forgotten what happened the day before. But i can remember what happened yesterday though. It was a BIG day to me 'cos i forgot to bring my wallet. Ah shit. I still placed the $15 bucks on my dressing table, so i would remember the next morning. But i didn't see the money and went off to the MRT station, only to realise that i didn't bring when i wanted to tap my card. Had to buy a standard ticket, with the help of my sweethearts. Aww, they lent me money. $5 from Joshua, $4 from Jing Ying, $1 from Yi Ling, $2.10 from Alvin. Hahaz, hey it's not that i ate THAT much okay. $2.40 for that stupid thermometer because mine was spoilt. $5.20 for the standard ticket, two way ticket. Ahh, sorry Joshua, borrowed your money that's meant for offering for church tomorrow. =/ Thanks bestie! =D

Dance was very fun. I'm starting to love it. Fortunately, it's not those ballet like thingy. Jazz is quite cool. Really! Took a long time to remember the steps at first,and slowly, i managed to remember. Yay. The seniors are all so friendly and nice. Made friends with Xin Pei, Cheryl, Joshua, and some other girls. I'm uber tired and stressed out just because of the stupid History & Literature exam, weeeeee, i can relax a lil with dance. Those seniors are soooooooooo nice. Poof, thank God the rest of my CTs are still okay. I really have no idea how the hell do i actually squeeze 5 dumb chapters of History right onto that piece of tiny paper! Shytt.

&when i'm all so busy, and trying to memorise stuff as well as viewing Mrs Chong's Literature notes on the net, somebody asked me why is it i don't really reply when the person talk to me. &why is the person the one that start the conversation, and not me. I don't feel like screaming or start scolding people, but seriously, i'm really so busy. You can't expect me to be on standby just for you, 24/7, right. Fcuk it. I'm trying so hard to be nice and stuff like that, but all i get back is DOUBTS, DOUBTS AND EVEN MORE DOUBTS as well as your own assumptions. I'd rather i don't give a damn at all, rather than being doubted even when i'm trying my best. It's just pisses me off everytime. Damn it.

Especially in such environment when one big group of freaks singing " the wheels on the bus go round and round." Poof. My white earpieces are stuck into my ears, and the music is FULL BLAST. Gosh. I finally finished some chapters for my history, before i am dead meat on Tuesday. My words are even tinier than ants, i don't even think i can squeeze everything in. Seriusly, having much trouble with the topic on Government and things like that. Gotta write an essay based on the question during the exam right? Ahhhh. Noooooo. Omggggggg.

God, please gimme the strength and faith to work hard, PLEASEEEEE. All my scribbled words on my organiser is gonna drive me crazy real soon. I've got so many things to complete! That's why i say, my blog's my best friend[: The only THING that's there for me when i'm both sad and happy. Okay i sound so nonsensical now, hahaz.

Went for lunch with my family @ Parkway Parade today. Omg. There's this Caucasian man, and this Singaporean lady. They gave birth to like, 4 kids?! All of em so cute okay! Ahhh. &i dreamt of some shit last night! I told my mum and she gave me the " =.=" look. I dreamt that she was pregnant with a baby girl leh. Oh man, why did i even have such a dream.

My aunt just got me this very nice handphone keychain that's got my name on it. Somewhat alike to those stuff in Gift a Name. But i think it should be more expensive for those big shiny stuff, thanks auntie! Though you won't see this =P Ahh i'm really desperate for my skinnies. I guess only have time to get it with AuntieTracy after the CTs. Booboo, the one at Levi's is a lil too expensive. Shall get the cheaper ones that Wendy told me i'm able to get it around 30 bucks at Bugis Street. Yeahs. Okay.

Lol. Talking to Rachel currently. Oh guys, i'm really fine. I promise(: Shouldn't get into those stead stuff so early, nah nah nah! Weee, Jermaine shall go hunting only when she reaches Sec 4 or older! Hahaha. So yeah, people, be a good kid! That sounds dumb.

I want to get a new album! I haven't been getting albums since 645680247918 days ago. Leona Lewis & Simple Plan! Argh. I guess Joshua's waiting desperately for his Panic! At The Disco too. Relax buddy, i suppose it's coming out soon. And i've gotta leave everything only after the CTs! Stupid! Stupid! Stupid!

SarahSweetheart, Gerald, &Jon's birthday coming soon! Omg. Hahaz. Shall prepare some sweet lil stuff for them. But i guess it's kinda hard to give it to Gerald.

Alright. I shall end here. Gotta go do my work before i fail horribly.

Ciao(: