roses and butterflies

Written & dated; just for you.



SPEAK ALL I WANT;
READ ALL YOU NEED.
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Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrabbit.

This is damn stupid.

Yes i am like googling for kids websites and games on Atoms and Molecues. Stupid test tmrw, not that i don't understand but need to practise more cuz...the freaking textbook is of no help. Honest! All these while, we could understand cuz based on Ms Lim's detailed and patient explanation :D

Alright, i know i haven't been blogging for a freaking long time. IF i have the time later on, pictures would be up, and i promise a long post. IF nothing appears by 11pm, shut down your damn electronic gadget ( phone, computer, laptop ) which you are using to read this idiotic post, and go to sleep yeapswoomanz.

Love,
Jerm.

P/s : i'm having this crazy infectious disease. Which is rolling my tongue and pronouncing R continuously. Like some...oreo ( HAHHAHA ) And YES I CAN, stupid Jing Ying jealous can. :D *rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr* i love yjy.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

I FEEL SO CHINESE! :D

Saturday, January 24, 2009
just for you.

My friend,

i really want you to know how much i admire you. The humble and innocent heart you have in you, the passion to tell people about God. I do not regret the fact that i encouraged you, 'cuz i just thought you needed more assurance. Right now, you're changed! :) Changed by Him, changed by your own will. I'm very happy for you, especially when i read your blog. I love you so much buddy :) You can do it, ace well for everything!

Love,
Jerm.

Friday, January 23, 2009
Stop and stare.

'cuz you are the only one, who has stood by me all these while.

CNY's coming :D angpowwwwwwwwwwww! Haha. Today's celebration in school was a bit pathetic, compared to pri school. Well, went back to KCP and kinda disappointed. At the fact that we couldn't enter the new library D: We contributed lor! urgh.

Anyway, no tuition tmrwwww. But so many homework. Ms Tang is so nice to not give us any, yay.

:)

Thursday, January 22, 2009

God, i really need more to just go on. I'm so damn tired, even when the year just started. I don't know how i'm going to pass this year smoothly. I ought to be thankful for granting me my wish, being in 2endurance. But it turned out otherwise, i know i have to cope with this stress for You have much planned. Just give me more strength again ):

Yeah seriously, i know i did badly and i can never ace that subject. I know it even without you saying anything... I don't wish for sarcasm nor stupid comments which seriously makes me want to cry even more.

Maths test today, super easy. But with stupid mistakes like mine, i guess i've just flunked the entire easy paper. Contradicting, but it's just a stupid fact.

Never felt so desperate, desperate to cry. 2009 is just too important for me to fail or do badly in anything...

Yes jermaine, with criticsms you can work even better. trust yourself, trust God.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009
&im just not over it.

It's a brand new day :D With maths test tmrw, i'm freaking nervous already. Haha. Yay gathering on Friday, chinese new year celebration, and dear Joy's birthday! aww what a happening day la. Haha. I'm tryna make it short and sweet!

okkkkkkk, i'm off to pack my bag.

love,
jerm.

Monday, January 19, 2009

I WAS LIKE HAPPILY TALKING SHIT STUFF TO 9 BEST FRIENDS WHEN SUDDENLY IT TURNED UPSIDE DOWN D:

so depressing, two issues one after another.

my fault laaaaaaaaaa.

Sunday, January 18, 2009
But because of who You are.

LORD, YOU CATCH ME WHEN I'M FALLING...

I'm happy :) Gladys has accepted Christ! Haha, so indeed it takes courage. Love you buddy.

Gonna finish my work soon, and off i am to rest! Sigh, seems like not many people are going to Nanjing. But who cares, i'm going! :D Haha, people who read this, its a good opportunity to go on such trips! So please do appreciate! {:

Friday, January 16, 2009
A little too not over you.

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it...
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you.
Memories...
Supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving on.
But i see you,
Sometimes i try to hide
What i feel inside
And i turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
Maybe i regret
Everything i said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now i'm on my own
How i let you go
I'll never understand


The song so sweet & sad )':

Thursday, January 15, 2009
just for ya.

I'm glad you finally managed to let go, and stay strong :)
Everything's gonna be fine, we're both gonna raise our hands up.
Don't cry anymore, before you are dehydrated! Haha.
I'd be right here when you need me!
Love ya.
&All the best for tmrw, don't think bout anything else k.
Play hard :)

God bless!

Love,
jerm.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Great is thy faithfulness.

" Jesus feared dying on the cross, but in the end He still did, 'cuz He loved us (: So what more can we do, but to not fear and have courage to be proud of being a Christian, & spread His word to people out there! "

love this sentence. I'm all recharged now!

I lost faith ):

but well, it came back tdy :)

Monday, January 12, 2009
Weirdos.

Hahahahaha Yee Tat told me something damn interesting.



BASKETBALLERS ARE WEIRD WITH WORDS! Hahahah read these personal messages!



Shayn :
L O V E changes everything including everything about me I'm 1 happy guy



Nethanel :
i miss her : ( its back!!! (:



HAHAHAHAHAHAH! Didn't know they were so expressive ! :P

DOTTY,




I BOUGHT THESE TWO PRETTY HIGH WAISTED SKIRTS TGTR WITH DENISE :) PRETTY NOT. HAHA. *happy happy jump skip clap *

JERMAINE BLOWS KISSES.

my nong nong post.

My blogging bug is back. YAY I WANNA BLOG :D

Haha, today was fun for me i guess. Perhaps, not that fun in the morning. The demise of my beloved floracutelovelyprettywinxclub water bottle D: Haha, but it revived anyway. Thanks Ms Pan for getting it back for me! :) Was depressed for the whole morning you know! Mourning over it. Haha.

Today morning was quite shit. HAHA I WAS LATE. MY FEET COULDN'T FIT INTO MY SHOES! MY EZLINK CARD NO MONEY. MY WATER BOTTLE DIED! :/ Haha, Alvin knows how upset i was cuz i was repeating and nagging at him over the loss of it. But yay hay boo bah, i prayed and the next minute, Ms Pan caught my attention and returned it to me. HAHA.

thank God yo.

I felt a bit anti-cullen today. Cuz no Joshyjoshoshkosh around, so like, one of the members of the Cullen family died. Haha. 5 of us were always tgtr in the morn, felt that it was kinda cool. With cute lil jk and his bagpack :D Haha!

Anyway, bla bla bla bla. Maths was kewl, with Mr nice guy, Mr tankb. I like his classes lor, feel very...studious. Haha, copy notes, do work, blah. & i understand what Willi was tryna explain to me alrdy! :D FYI, this lilylanlilamlan was tryna explain to me in profound terms, leaving this poor lil girl to go huh huh huh everytime. DONT ACT CUTE K.

Haha, science up. Ms Lim is nice la. Like nice nice nice nice. But stupid Benj, was tryna create disgusting jokes bout colourful balls, 'cuz we were talking bout Atoms & Molecues. Errrrghhh, haha but yes, i laughed the loudest. HAHA, HE DAMN FUNNEY. I still don't get the entire topic though, damn stuck and lost today! With two clowns behind tryna repeat " EY YOUR BEST FRIEND " Yes, private joke.

Music. Blink blink. haha! I invited some mermaids to watch Catz with me, @ Esplanade. But i got some sarcastic remarks from that half mermaid. " WHY YOU WANNA WATCH? I TOT YOU WERE ONE OF 'EM ? ): " Urgh, i'm notta cat. And from that minute onwards, i was called. a. cat. Like wth.

Recess was dumb. VEH DUMB LA. I queued up, like practically...my entire recess?! & i was 'bout to order potato wedges, when there were no more left. So i was like an idiot la, squeezed between irritating guys, who breathed so loudly. Ok that was random. But yeah la, D: ate pathetic cold freezing digusting pizza in place of my poor lil potato wedgieeeeee. Wedgieee, my poor wedgyy. &once again, i was encouraged to buy cat food. Ahhhh.

HAHA I LOVE CHINESE SO MUCH. CUZ I NOE MY TING XIE WORDS. HAHAHA! :D CRL so cute lah k. Anyway, english was fun fun fun. though i wasn't paying attention, me & grace were writing down the items i want for my bday, in exchange for her 50 dollar necklace. Haha! Shall copy it from her tmrw. Love gracey bracey nut.

Had lunch with Clique after schl, aww miss 'em so damn much. Went home :)

I was bloghopping, as usual. Read this blog, alright i don't know her but well, find her life really interesting :) Okay sadly she and her byfrnd broke, depressing huh.

This is a bit dumb. But well.

TO ALL SINGLE LADIES OUT THERE! TAKE OFF YOUR RINGS! :) HAHAH.

Get over it, move on, leave it all to God! :) Don't mistaken the meaning of why each event happens, ask yourself! :) I'd be here for you, chicken wing & potato chips! :)

Yay i finally finished my long pretty post.

Love,
Jerm!



Friday, January 9, 2009

HAHA I PROMISED TO BLOG BUT I FORGOT. But anyway, i'm going to today. Cuz im happy :DD The entire day was laughing and laughing and laughing. Thanks to Alvin la! Haha. Here is the funny thing we were all laughing at! :D


THIS WAS OUR ORIGINAL WORKSHEET...



HAHAHAH! WATCH TWILIGHT TOO MUCH LA!


Ponyland. Wtf. Hahahaha. Rosaline become Bella ( twilight ) Met juliet at a disco, HAHA! Patricia wrote they met at a funfair! LOL!



Disgusting hahahaha. Sex art thou Romeo. Hahahaha!



Just in case you don't know, Ponyo is the latest character in the movies. The anime fish thingy. HAHAHHA




Twilight again! Hahahhaa, Patricia wrote Pastor Beng Kwee! LOL!

MY GOSH. Alvin was damn funny today. Haha! During CF everything was bout porn 'cuz it was some internet safety thing. Wth. Love my class suddenly x) Been laughing at the entire day la! Haha. He called Wen Ting Dodo Chua & Chua Beng Kwee, and called Hui Min Reverend Wee cuz her surname was Wee. & called Wen Ting that cuz they both always together. Hahahahaha!
WTH.
laughing my ass off.

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA JERMAINE IS DAMN HAPPY TODAYYYYYY HAHAHAHAHAHA. OK IM GONNA LEARN MY STUPID CHINA TING XIE NOW BEFORE I BLOG. CUZ IM TOO HAPPY. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

Monday, January 5, 2009

Father, i don't want anything to happen...bless this person with good health. Please. ):

Just too much.

Feel damn.......................urgh. :/

School's been shit for me lately, uber loser like. Way frustrating when you're in an alien place all alone. Without people of your own kind ): No Jovi, no Grace Gladys Joy. Sigh.


I want to cry ): Don't know why i became like so damn quiet sometimes. Shouldn't complain anymore. Contradicting enough when i want to be in 2E, yet don't want. But well, it's great. God answered my prayer!


Should appreciate the fact some of my teachers are nice! Just gotta cheer up ): Watched Twilight ytd, kinda boring at first. But the ending was sweet. I'm blogging in a veh boring tone. Should stop.



Love,
Jerm.



so happy that there's PG tmr :)