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Monday, June 30, 2008


Been thinking bout it. Things are so not the same anymore, to me. Perhaps all of us are busy with our own lives, especially when school's back. I miss you guys so damn much, yet i don't know how to tell you people man. Sounds cheesy and crazy, so might as well keep it to myself till you realise it. I don't know what to do now, i'm not at all happy these days...how i wish. Sigh.

I'd love to type ALL their names out. But i guess they should know who they are(:

natalieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

&DON'T HUG NATALIE 'CUZ SHE WILL SUFFOCATE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU ;DDDDD

haha, just joking.

GRACE TAN! <3




ILOVEMRS CHOO, GRACE CHOO, GRACE TAN, GRACEY, LONGBEAN, CHOPSTICKS, LONGLONG.


Haha, for your info, she's the same person. GRACE! :D

Heart her like heck. Read on to find out why. Basically, it was a stupid tiring stupid tiring day for me. Tried VERY VERY hard to stay awake but failed to do so. Ahaha. Shan't really talk about the lessons today, 'cuz most of them turned out boring except PE. Standing broad jump, yaya whatever. That's when i started to disturb Grace. 'Cuz she's darn tall & i kept calling her funny name like LONGBEAN. So she called me SHORTBEAN.

Ahaha. Kept her laughing! :D

So i've got some newly born pimples on my dang face :D Lol i'm so proud of it! Ahaha, okay this sucks. Decided to go to Gladys' house to finish up our science project. We failed again! Haha. But overall, i did have lots of fun. Haha. &i had to sit many bus rides, ( like wth -.- ) That was the stupidest thing.

There was some pasar malam over at Woodlands, so we stopped by to tapow food for lunch! Haha, we were like preparing for a party instead! Grace&Joy bought this Ramli burger, which reminded me of the song by the 98.7fm DJs and i started singing the song. Making a fool of myself. Hahaha! Bought what else? Oh yeah, stuff like Taiwan Sausage, Waffle Sausage, Takopachi, and this eggy cheesy bready thingy which costs me a frackang $3.50! D:

If you realised, my entire post is about the project instead of my day. Yeah, so now you get how stupid & boring my day went uh! Hahahah :D Reached Gladys' house and stupid Grace keep cracking jokes bout.......... *someone * which made all of us laugh our asses off and couldn't eat properly! Haha. That's so mean, but we didn't really mean it :X

Had to go and my sweetttttttttttttttt orangey Grace accompanied me all the way to Yishun MRT you know! 'cuz she know that i will lose my way :D Haha, despite the fact that she stays in Woodlands! &she took the bus ride back again.

I LOVE YOU LAH GRACEEEEEEEEE ;DDDDDDDDDDDDD

I finally finished my work & stuff. Including packing of my files, gotta pass up some literature thingy. &Jovi suffered the same fate as me! That shit teacher questioned our poems, asking if it was original! Screw her...
Thank God its Ms Jobeth Pan now. So much better alright! Rawr. & i just remembered my dental appointment this thursday. *shivers*

Gotta go,

bye(:


/can't believe i just let the chance slip by like that.


Sunday, June 29, 2008
the jonessa shit.


Haha i was clearing my files when i saw this. I decided to save it (: Click on it for a clearer view. We drew this back then, and it was during science class if i'm not wrong. Haha. Jovi! Jia you for jio-ing her! XD & i just remembered that i promised Jovi that i have to type this on my blog. 'Cuz he helped me to buy strawberry cake. Haha.
JOVI IS NICE AMAZING FANTASTIC & HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL ROCKS AND IS THE BEST THING ON EARTH!
Like what Joshua said, i've really downgraded myself. Haha, and other then promising Jovi to write this, i promised him to help him tell Vanessa something through my blog too.
Jovi says :
I LOVE YOU VANESSA !
Look Jovi! I'm such a great friend (: Haha ;D

adeline's quiz.

So Adeline tagged me to do this quiz. Quiz quiz quiz. Jeez jeez jeez.

1. Have you ever loved someone?
Yes of course.

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boyfriend?
Friends(: Friends stay with you for life.

3. Who are the people you trust the most?
God. Family. Everybody(:

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Maybe...but not often.

5. What do you think of YOURSELF?
I'm Jermainish?

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Oh hey of course. I've seen it once or twice...

7. What is your goal for this year?
Speak to my family bout God, get good grades. &ace everything in life smoothly.

8. Do you believe in eternal love?
No...

9. What feeling do you love the most?
Loving. &being loved(:

10. What are the requirements of your the other half?
My requirements of my other half is to be the best other half. Haha.

11. What's the song you're listening to now and why?
Always Be My Baby -David Cook. Great song

12. What do you hate most?
I hate things that make me hate them. Let's see....creepy crawlies shall come first. Then uhm, cats. &freaky stuff. Oh and RATS!

13. Between love and money?
Barney sings : i love you, you love me. Not i money you, you money me.

14. What's the most attractive things about a person to you?
Character? Everybody's unique ya know.

15. Describe the person who tagged you using 5 words.
She is my dear adeline (:

16. Who can you not live without?
God. Family. Friends. Teachers. ( is my boulster included?

17.If you have one wish now, what would you wish for?
My family accepting Christ ?

18.What do you want most for your birthday.
I wouldn't need presents, a simple Happy Birthday would make me happy :D

19. Do you believe in dreams come true?
Depending on which kind of dreams...

20. What's like to fall in love?
It's complicating and frustrating. Yet sweet at times.

Instructions: Remove 1 ques from above and add in your personal ques.Make a total of 20 ques and tag 8 ppl. List them out at the end of your post. Notify them in your cbox! Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all the lucky 8(:
I'm tagging :

*i'm lazy to change the question. next person do it yourself. thanks.*
to : anybody.

nathannathannathanlah<3




OH & GUESS WHAT!!! I saw Nathaniel Hartono! Whoa i tell you, he was effing...hot lah! XD I was like excited excited and more excitedddddd. Teeheee. :D




say it again for me.

GOOD MORNING! :D

So it was lunch with Salad at the market behind the school. &THAT GIRL ACTUALLY MADE ME WAIT FOR A FREAKING HALF AN HOUR OKAY! Hahaha :P Talked talked talked & ate chickkie rice for lunch. Don't know why but i was feeling frackaying sian, no appetite too. Went for NDP after that.

NDP was stupid sucky tiring boring idiotic dumb noisy crazy. Was super disturbed by people shouting & screaming in the bus. Gosh. Especially when i was so tired and slept throughout the journey! If i could just shut them up. Dang, don't lose your cool Jermaine.

I only hated the bus IC/s that kept shouting, idiots. Dinnah was KFC, expected luh. & spoke to Xiao Ning ah! Haha everybody, watch out for her. She's a big bully (:

Parents fetched me back, and i've got some craze over soya bean drink okay! :D Okay, byebyeeeeee.

Say it again for me cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m the only one who blows your mind. Say it again for me, it’s like the whole world stops to listen when you tell me you’re in love. Say it again

Friday, June 27, 2008
i'm 43 TONNES. LOL!

INSIDE JOKE ;D

Joshua said i should put it was my blog heading, so yes i shall! Haha, i was in the BESTEST mood of my life yesterday. Too happy to post! Haha, so i shall not post about yesterday ;D

Sigh, today was tiring. Very very tiring, close friends would know why (: Oh and i must say this, yesterday's chapel ROCKED. Not STONED. It was darn nice especially Ms Tan being the lead singer for certain songs! Woots! Okay back. Uhm, English being the first period is definitely stupid. I don't know why that Mdm....... is like so against me alright! First it was Gladys' turn last term, now mine! Wth, practically every single thing, it would be me okay! Zzz. Was kinda tolerating inside. Couldn't wait till English ended -.-

Maths being next didn't improve my mood of the day too, in fact it was shit. Probably 'cuz of the workload, damn damn damn. I'm feeling uber lazy to do, especially with so much unfinished tuition work! Next please. Music. Ah this was no better off okay okay okay! Jasmine ( Podka ) took my music book and forgot to return it to me. And she left it at home! So i got scolded by Mrs Wong, blah go in go out. I don't care...

Threatened Jovi & Alvin for fun, asked them to treat me drinks. But of course i was just kidding alright! Haha, their reaction damn idiot ok. Recess ah, hmm.................not much appetite. Spoke to Mavis! Like zomg, i think she's nice. Haha, they had some stuff going on which shouldn't be posted here :D Whoops.

Science practical, we were late but Mr Choo didn't scold. Ahahah, i think science practical for today was really fun. The heating & contracting thingy. Just got this hatred towards the gas smell, would just feel very breathless & desperate for fresh air. Shit. I vandalised Grace's hand with lots of shit. &got lectured by Mr Choo 'cuz of that. :D Heck. I wrote " JERMAINE WAS HERE, AND I LOVE GRACE LAH! " Weeeeeeeeee. Yes i do.

Off to assembly! Hey this was the best part of my day! I loved the testimonies given by two speakers, they were great alright. Felt so encouraged & stuff. Good good good ;D

Went for dance, and this was tiring. Not very fun but fun. Doesn't make sense, too bad ! Ahahaha. Splitting is perhaps one of the biggest fears of people in dance, i don't know? 'Cuz from what i saw, quite a few people cried 'cuz JiangLaoShi made them spilt too much, LOL! Even JOSHUA cried alright! Gosh...did some stupid stuff like spinning and things like that. Rawr my head was spinning as i was spinning! Ahaha, then did DaTiao, or you could say some jumping which resembles spilt. This was funnn! Ahaha, but tiring. JiangLaoShi is HALF KOREAN! That's like damn coooool!!!! Hehe.

&there's this two old auntie, female cleaners. JiangLaoShi matchmaked Joshua & the both of them! Hahaha i was lmao okay! One called Ah Hua, one called Ah Lian. Ahahahahhaa!!!! Had so much fun, dancers would get the joke. XD

I went to J8 for dinner and yeah i'm back now. :DDD

iloveGod.
ilovemyfamily.
ilovekcp
ilovemy friends.
ilovethemallalot.
do NOT take them away.

/so dancers have to do some stupid fashion parade like catwalk for youth day uh? beach wear. Disgusting. Fish it.

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

ILOVECHUCHUCHUCHUCHUCHUYITOTHEUBERDUPERMAXXXXXLAHHHH<333333333333333333333333333333

Hahaz, she wrote me this lovely letter which she took a long time to finish it. I can't really type all that she said, 'cuz it's PRIVATE & CONFIDENTIAL :D She wrote it in this cute A4 sized teddy bear picture, with all that she wanna tell me& passed it to me during lunchtime. Weeee, uber touched! XD

So i was a damn damn damn damn guai kid for the entire day (: Frankly speaking, i WAS feeling very tired but i tried not to fall asleep! Heheh. Made to sing National Anthem for like twice again. I think Mrs Carolin Tan is uber cute, really! Her hand actions during her speech especially, made a few of us giggled though it was some kind of serious talk. Haha.

After that, whitespace! Some talk on NDP & stuff, wasn't really paying attention, i paid more attention to the aircon :D Uber cosy, great place to sleep. But i didn't okay! 'cuz DM walking around...! :D

I thought i would, during English. With the air con again ;D But Mdm Jaafar's stories kept me awake. Haha, she forgot all about the lesson and told us many many life stories of herself. &some disgusting topics like prostitutions. Haha, it's part of life anyway. Geog was up next. Mrs Lauuuu! Had our first assignment, Geog is seriously stupid yet cool. I don't know what i'm talking lah, ahaha.

JERMAINE'S IN A GREAT MOOD! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Okay recess! Hmm...black pepper chicken with potatoes. Nice :D Went for CHINESE. Alright, this was freaking me out 'cuz we had to present our powerpoint slides for our projects to the entire class! I kinda screwed things up with those cheem chinese words. Can't blame me what ): Haha, turned out pretty well. Compared to another group, teehee. I'm evill.

Mr Choooo rocks (: Haha i think he's a great teacher, really!!!!!!!! I paid attention & took down notes, Joy was shocked! Ahahaha, perhaps i should really be more attentive before i do badly :/ NDP has already taken lots of my time, shall make it up by being attentive!

MATHS MATHS MATHS. Eeeeeee, okay la. Maybe not that bad 'cuz she was only there for a period instead of two. 'Cuz the other period was free period! Ahaha, i had a fun time looking through report books (: I did better than some, yet did even more horribly than the other some! Haha :D

CFFFFFFF<33333333333333333 I love this, 'cuz its the best time to slack! But without Mr Lau around, not much fun. Haha, so this Mrs Lim Ping Ping or something took over. Spoke bout teenagers stuff & humility. But mostly on teenagers stuff like those crushes thingy, teenage pregnancy and all the stuff. Ahhh, the whole class went excited -.- Probably on the crushes & BGR things. Grace had to answer a question on what she thinks is a healthy relationship. Guess what? Most of us shouted JEREMY! Hahahaha XD

I needed PE tee for dance, since Grace forgot to bring mine. Couldn't find anybody with it, Sarah's was too small. Joshua lent his to Gladys. So i borrowed from Yee Tat. Thanks buddy! :D Whoa he's a complete giant like WTH! Size 44 and i looked super duper oversized with it. Could even fold and tuck it into the right pocket. Rawr. Okay fine, i'm short uh happy. :P

Pastor Beng Hwee spoke to us during lunch, just right after Chu gave me the letter(: Teehee. She drew this bridge illustration which i think it's very cool. I shall draw it someday, and yeah! PRAYER GROUP TOMORROW! Woots (: &practice for dance too. Sigh, long day, but i'm sure lots of fun!

Dance was completely tiring and full of pespiration today. Learnt some new dance steps from Ellie, since me, Amadea, Jendy and Joshua gotta prepare for Saturday's performance. Only depends if Jeffrey lets us to leave Marina Bay a lil earlier =/ &this senior called Adeline, came back! Wahhh, uber nice ;DDDDDDDDDD

Rushed home for tuition, teacher recovered from Dengue already! Weeee (: She saw how tired i was and decided to end early, yay. So i can finish blogging before it becomes too late. I shall go sleep now (:

&&&, i seriously miss Sarah&Denise a lot. I haven't been speaking as much as me & Sarah would normally do, and i haven't spoken to Denise for a day! ):

Haha. That reminds me of Natalie, they won their match against FuChun Sec today! Great job ;DDDDDDDDD PHS RULES. Haha.

OKAY, NIGHTS PEOPLE! Have a great day tomorrow! :D

GIVE ME A BIG BIG SMILE WHEN YOU SEEEE MEEEE & I SHALL RETURN YOU ONE TOOOO :DDDDDDDDDDD

iheartchuyi
iheartGodevenmore(:

goodnight!

Tuesday, June 24, 2008
check yes juliet!

I'M TIRED. MY MUSCLE'S ACHING LIKE...zzz.

What a tiring day, i would say. Had some stupid hair check thingy, & Mrs Tan holding on to one big silver scissors! Threatening the girls with their " mousetails". LOL! I was hoping so much for the hair check to take longer, JERMAINE NO LIKE CHINESE.

First two periods were spent stupidly, but at least i didn't fall asleep for the whole of today uh! Haha, chinese was dumb lah. Teacher made me stand to read out to the class, or rather summarise the entire story to the class. &it's very sudden thing, i'm like uber stunned & my sentences sounded so crappish. Embarrased ! Haha, teacher damn act cute. Urgh. *shivers*

Literature was.........................................................no comments. New teacher, Jobeth Pan. Not bad, nice ;D Haha and she allowed us to ask personal questions. Retarded people like Joel asked " Are you a virgin ! " Hahaha, lmao. Did some questions that she made us do, like, " What do you learn in literature? " Silly Amanda wrote " The Sea Is A Hungry Dog " LOL!

Pathetic recess ah. Spent so much money within one recess -.- 3 siew mais for $1.80 is seriously expensive in a school canteen lah! At least it doesn't taste horrible. Ahaha. Geog geog geog geog geogy. Doggy. Porky. Dorky. Parky. Omg so lame. Geog was up nextttttt! Mrs Lau, woots! Jovi was meditating 'cuz had some small quarrells with David. Damn funny, the way he tries to calm himself down. Hahahahaha! Learnt bout physical & human environment. Interelationship & stuff. Rawr, geog's starting to bore me lah. Serious!

Maths! Okay i simply hated this. I don't like her lessons...&the worse thing was Mrs Tan was in our classroom! I couldn't really laze about, and the girl's fringes were to be clipped again. But not me :D Teehee. Was hoping so much for it to end alright!

Art! Ah this one, boring. Some stupid NE talk shit. Don't need care. 1245 went to canteen le :D Cheese prata for lunch. Taste : not bad...waste of money again. Not much difference from the normal one okay! Bleh. Saw Thomas and we greeted him. Nice right! ;DDD Set off to Marina Bay after that.

Oh & heard that the basketballers somehow thrashed their opponent. 74 : 6. Hahahaha! XD, good job peeps!




Saw this on the bus. :D EMERGENCY EXIT, BREAK ASS TO OPEN!

NDP was fun fun fun. Crapped lots of shit yeah. Love it! Weee. And we tried on our costumes, trust me, i look like a total retard! Super duper fugly lah. Gah and it's veh hot can. Shall take a picture someday! Haha. When we were returning back to PHS, we crapped on the bus. Bout John Bosco & some chicken bone shit. We were waiting for buses to pass us, so we could crap again. Gosh, we were insane for a moment ;DD &we were happily singing the " THE SEA IS A HUNGRY DOG " Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. I'm veh happy today (:

&Evian asked the Uncle to open the back door 'cuz wanna get down the bus. I told her to break her ass open first! Hahahaha XD

I'm back home now, and finally! Finished my maths. Hahaz, see ya people at school tomorrow!

LOVE YAH! <3

Monday, June 23, 2008
being back again(:

Returning to school is.....................................................a sucky yet great thing. The entire day was kinda peaceful in a way. Lol! But i was exceptionally tired & i still can't kick off my bad habit of falling asleep during boring lessons. Example ?


CHINESE LOH.

&the stupid teacher woke me up by whacking my ponytail. Bleh. Ms Chin was okay, Mrs Lau was okay, Mr Choo was also okay. Look, it's OKAY not VERY GOOD. Haha, stayed back for lunch & went home ;D

Nothing much to talk about! I'm gonna go nap for a while 'cuz i slept darn late last night!

GOOD...DAY (:

Sunday, June 22, 2008
gotta find you



School's starting tomorrow, *worried* Just feel very anxious, don't know why. Ahh, yesterday was pretty tiring. Maybe not pretty, exceptionally tiring! NDP from late morning till around 10. It was some combined rehearsal thing, so many people even those from other schools or organisations were there too. &&&my Joy's back! Woots :D

Had to practice twice, afternoon & night. We were damn suay, afternoonnnn!!! The damn sun was so freaking hot & with those ultra bright spotlights shining into our faces. All i could see was some rough image covered by silvery stuff. Dinner was the same food as the one we had during P5's NE show! Haha. Blahblahblah. Danced one more timee, grand finale, blahblahblah. Parents fetched me home. I'm so tired, but i'm just gotta finish this post first. Was at IMM, bought stuff from Esprit's factory outlet :D *squeals!!!* &my school shoes of course. Okay school's starting. Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

Wei Xiang just emailed me, Joy & Si Yu. Kena scolded, 'cuz didn't do project properly. Ah heck, chinese leh! Whaddaya expect uh. Sigh, shall go rest a while now. Been frustrated over things & people around me lately. Shit.

Friday, June 20, 2008
that's not my name! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY (:

*hugs&kisses!*

Haha didn't post again yesterday 'cuz was practically out for the whole day, yeah. *strums the guitar* But the best part was back in primary school (: Perfect innocent feeling! Syafiq ah syafiq. Man, that guy's like..." shoot-ed " up till so tall, &he lost weight. To us girls, i know i sound bitchy but i think Syafiq & Gerald Pan are like the...more boyfriend material guys out of the whole P6 cohort last year! XD

Was a great feeling to be back, though some things have changed during the past half a month. Library's no more as colorful as it used to be, sigh. But one thing for sure, dear Mdm Tang's still the same[: Everything was like the past, the 4 of us joking while we worked, enjoyable time. Haha(: Me&Yh had to pack the cupboards, while the guys had to sort out some discs and stuff. Mdm Tang ordered Mac for us, but damn, mum wanted me to be back home so my meal was in don't know whose stomach. Had to leave, though i didn't want to. If i could i'd really wanna fail PSLE & retain alright! I won't mind! Mdm Tang once told me this is part of life, gotta accept and move on to a new stage...guess so.

Went to NovenaSquare& linked to Velocity with Mummy, Sis & grandparents. Main motive was to get a pressie for Daddy! Haha, this shop called Celio or something. Kinda tough deciding 'cuz he doesn't like short sleeve collared, checkered, or striped. Fussy :D Like his daughter! XD Haha. Rawr, so wanted to get this motif design but no size. Kinda disappointed so went on hunting again. Nothinggg nothing nothing. Me&mummy kinda gave up hope, hahaha. But she went to Junction 8 later on in the night & managed to buy some stuff, forgot what is it. Didn't accompany her 'cuz I was having tuition with Avier&Joshua till kinda late. &yes! Finally finished my maths assignment! Woots.

OKAY THERE'S NDP TOMORROW, AND IT'S GONNA BE A WAY TIRING DAY AHEAD. I HAVE TO BE IN SCHOOL BY 11 30AM, AND IT FINISHES AT MIDNIGHT! Gosh...

So luckily i managed to finish my chinese project shit, haha not really finish. Just wrote some dumb sentences with the help of grandma! &i'd have to rest real early tonight. Dang dang dang. End here now.

Zai Jian le! :D

p/s : i apologise too, you know who.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008
better not best.

Hey (: It's real late already yet i have to rush finish my research for the chinese shit, still gotta book review & maths assignment and geog presentation. Wo die liao. Yesterday night sucked, one of the worse nights ever in my life. For some reasons, just felt very alone & missed primary school so much. Everything, especially Mdm Tang. Uh, kinda surprising that i can actually cry everything out just to make myself feel better. &talked to Mdm Tang a lil while, at least her words did comfort me (: Can't wait to meet her tomorrow!

Today's NDP was boring & tiring. I wasted my time there, &even had butt cramps. Sat there too long, listened to Grace's Jeremys, listening to music, looking at the practices, sleeping, talking to Sean, blah. &we didn't practice at all. The best part was talking to Sean on the phone, haha. Me&Jovi felt bored and decided to call him, chatted a lil, weeeeee. &took the bus back. Fell asleep on the bus again, 'cuz reallly realllllyyyy tired. But some " considerate " people behaved " considerately" , lols. This sat's NDP is gonna end around midnight, *yawns*

Somebody help me to translate please. I'm having whole load of trouble translating from english to chinese. And i'm damn damn tired, i want to sleep. Rawr. How stupid can this topic be, research on Bishan. Oh F.....................

Back to work, goodnight! Sleep tight!

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Whatever man. 
Dear projects&shit, 
i beg of you to just fuck off! 
Argh.

你要离开我知道很简单...

I'm so tired. F...ing tired. Under the damn sun for so long, anybody can just fall sick alright! Pretty excited to meet besties again, haha miss them loads (:  But had to wait for a freaking 2 hours 'cuz no buses were available. Crapped during that period of time. Blah. Buses came. We left. Danced. Saw jet planes which were way cool. Train-ed home. Yes, TRAIN. 'Cuz there's no buses again and we had to take the train back. The guards gave us 2 bucks each! I'm feeling soooooooooooooooooooo jgoejgovejvsomeojgowe right now. &wtf. Selected to do some interview for TheStraitsTimes. I'm dead...Sigh, gdnite.






nice uh? The jet planes flew in the direction of the heart, so the smoke...yeah. I love it, my phone wallpaper. Pretty (:

Monday, June 16, 2008

Okay so what now? I'm stuck at home again. I watched 


with my sister just now. Haha, nice show...3 and a half upon 5? All for now. 

happy them.

HAPPY BELATED FATHER'S DAY DADDY & HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AVIER & HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSHUA & HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY CLAUDE ! (:

Haha, long heading eh? It was Father's Day & Avier's birthday yesterday, Joshua's today, &Claude's tomorrow. Wish three of you a happy birthday! Especially my two besties, though we're not as close as we were in the past...at least you guys still mean a lot to me! Haha, stay childish! :D 

Didn't post yesterday 'cuz Internet was having loads of problems. Got fed up and shut it down. Still, internet's not feeling very well today, still recovering...haha. Yesterday was more about the studious Jermaine, serious. Lol did the algebra maths online work, and all that shit. Read Geography till i almost fell asleep, boring. &there's this song by Jay Chou, 彩虹, great song yeah! Haha. But the best thing bout yesterday was that my dear girl is back! Woots. Managed to chat with her through sms, and i talked bout Frog Leg porridge. Hehe, she thought it's disgusting but i think it's damn delicious. My perfect lunch. But she's leaving again today ): Whattheheck, i hate you Kim Ju Eun.

Yesterday night, serious things happened. Sigh, i don't wanna know blahblahblah. Watching KungFuPanda later in the afternoon, wanted to ask Ramos along but she hasn't replied me. Lol, shall end here. 

Cyah ;D





That couple beside me are not my parents yah. Auntie&Uncle. Parents not in the picture. Lol! Taken before family's flight to Korea ( EXCLUDING ME! ): )

Saturday, June 14, 2008
cuz i'm hopeful...

Today's gonna be shit, and i can already foretell it. Bak Kut Teh for lunch, whatever. Not in the mood to blog today, Sorry, byeee.



Kim Ju Eun, come back quick babe! I miss you a lot lah... ):

Friday, June 13, 2008
eggs for breakfast!

Haha, what a random blog title. 

Today morning was pathetic, wanted to sleep in more. But my dear Mrs Grace Choo woke me up with her phone calls! Finally! Finished my blogskin, though it was kind of screwed at first. Haha, so had eggs for breakfast. I know this is damn lame, but the last time i had eggs for breakfast was like...years ?! Still remembered, when i was in kindergarden, i had eggs for breakfast every morning, before i go to school. &i used to be the chubbiest, so teachers always come to me and pinch my cheeks. Good memory eh? 

Oh and guess what, i used to have a crush on this cute Canadian guy! Believe it or not, haha. So every morning, we'd water our beansprout plant together in this plastic cup. He'll help me get it from the top cupboard, &we were always together. Small girls, tsk tsk *shakes head*  Don't know where he has gone to, maybe back to Canada already. Heck. 

Okay, so stayed at home to finish up my other 1000piece jigsaw. Yes! Done(: So i'm gonna frame it up after the glue dries, can't wait to get another one! It has this glittery shiny effect, of all the Disney characters, thought it was pretty cool. Haha. Jigsaw retard, here i go again.


Tessa was super cute, 'cuz all of us dressed nicely for the dinner. So my mum decided to help her " perm " her hair. I took a picture of her, haha. Look. Super duper cute.


&then went to Takashimaya to celebrate Father's Day. Dinner was at Pasta Cafe, if i'm not wrong. Damn, beside it was this accessory shop. Handbags...damn nice! But heard that there's a discount of 70% off some items for Bilabong, haha, i think only yah! Those expensive stuff, only the rich can afford it -.-  I need a bag, like seriously. Gah, especially when the GSS is on. Super tempting to walk past shops, seeing things you like, & big big posters labelled SALE SALE SALE SALE SALE. Screw them for tempting me with those big red posters. 

On the way home, in the car, almost vomitted! Don't know why, thank God i reached home quick! It's getting late, shall get to bed soon! Have a good night!


/try letting go... i'm serious...







Thursday, June 12, 2008

So i've decided to be loyal, and stick to blogger since i don't wanna repost everything again. Haha. Today's tiring, for me. 'Cuz i forgot that there was tuition at 830am, and i overslept. So Mr Edwin had to give me a morning call, phew. Felt super duper sleepy and tired, and didn't really talk much till Mr Edwin was like asking why i was so quiet. Ahh, whatever. Last night was crappy, especially with the wasabi seaweed craze for me. My nose went awfully red, haha. &i was blog hopping again, and came to Odelia's old blog. I miss my best sister ): 

Anyway, i'm crazy over some of Jay Chou & Tank's songs. Jermaine+Chinese = What shit equation is this?! Okay so i'm about to change my blogskin. Wait for me yahh, :D

nights.

Wednesday, June 11, 2008
this is nuf

Finally, the concert's over! Feeling kind of relieved since i was worrying about it the night before the concert. Met up with the girls at Woodlands, and went to Republic Poly together, haha. So i was like " Yay, i'm back here again! " Just felt that it was a really cool place! We were a bit too early, but practiced the opening item, God Be The Glory. Okay just in case you don't know, we're wearing this ugly pink leotard, holding on to some banners for praise. Shall let the pictures do the talking later. Me and Amadea started to be crazy people, yup i'm proud to be one! Haha. 














Asked Joshua to take a group picture of us jumping up high. After many many many many many attempts, yay finally. 

Had a great time teasing Joshua, since both Joshua&Jing Ying are kind of close, haha. Alright shan't be evil anymore. After all the fun, decided to go for lunch at the canteen. Gyoza! It would taste much better with vinegar, too bad there wasn't any. Sigh. Oh by the way, did i talk bout my bubbletea craze? I've been craving for bubbletea, and guess what? A bubbletea for me for every meal! Insane eh? Wo de pao pao cha ah. Cheentic crap. 

Went back to the theatre and woohooo, could really feel the "oh-shit-manz-so-scary " ambience there. Changed like...so many times alright! And worst of all, our teenyweenyitsybeetsy dressing room is pathetically small. Supposed to share it with the people from drama too, but it was too small already. Rehearsal was fine, i would say. But still a lil frightening, imagine the damn lightings shining right into your face when you're in the dark! Whoa, scary seh. Dinner was really horrible, didn't really eat much. The only thing that satisfied me was my milk tea with pearls. Haha! I'm a bubbleteafreak, ah heck! 

Changed to our ugly leotards once again, and our thick thick thick makeup! Wahaha.









Although things seemed smooth on the surface, it wasn't. But at least we managed to overcome it :D PHSDS rocks my stinky socks! Things like, XiaoYe&XinYing continuing to persevere though they both had gastric, &of course Jendy rushing back all the way from Malaysia! Haha. Ugly right! Hate it. We were very worried, not 'cuz of our obscene costume but might just dance wrongly. As expected, audienced laughed their asses off when they saw us in the costume, sigh. Was really anxious, very very ah! Ran in once it finished & chionged to change. My favourite costume, yipee. &yeah! But didn't manage to take picture, except this!


Gotta thank the seniors that helped me with the makeup! YanYi, Mei Sing, Seah Han, Yi Hui, Xin Pei! Haha love them lah! We didn't look like some white faced demons, but blueish&reddish instead. Weird combination, ah-narh! We prayed to God, 'cuz all of us were very very worried. Teehee, things went well! Joshua did well, i would say. I mean, could see that he was kinda serious with it, i guess JiangLaoShi's gonna feel happy(: Still can remember what he said, any mistakes, 100 pushups! Argh, evil guy! At least XuLaoShi would be teaching us for the next semester :D

Changed into our yellow tee & jeans, continued to be crazy with Amadea in the tollieyt. Wah, i love her can.






Finally, finale! Weeeeeee. I wasn't feeling well, felt really dizzy before that. Argh. ShineJESUSShine :D Finished the concert, and yipee. I love the loud applause alright! Took a few pictures with friends & had to rush off. Wanted to stay longer though, KCPians are missed. Was hungry so went to have prata for supper. Haha, it was kind of crowded and everybody stared at me as if i'm some crazy girl applying thick make up. The stares were freaky yah. Ordered my cheese prata & milo DINOSAUR! Went home, washed up. SLEPT :D Woke up like 1145am today?! Man, felt very tired still. Went to Centerpoint with my parents to shop, veh boring. Eew, me jerm no like CP. Okay, so homed around 2pm. 

I'm talking to Sean right now, one of the lamest snwolc i've ever known. &look at the conversation, you'll get what i mean by lame. So i asked him what does HIATUS mean, this is his reply. 

Sean says: hiatus 
Sean says: means 
Sean says: like 
Sean says: a pause 
Sean says: u knoe u stop doing somehting for awhile 
❤)єямαιηє - says: oh cool 
Sean says: i guess 
❤)єямαιηє - says: but what does it stand for ? 
Sean says: hiatus 
Sean says: it stands 
Sean says: for 
❤)єямαιηє - says: i noe that MIA means missing in actionnnn 
Sean says: a break 
❤)єямαιηє - says: okays. 
❤)єямαιηє - says: omg im pathetic 
Sean says: hottie in action, twit u understand? 
Sean says: HIATUS 
❤)єямαιηє - says: hahhahaha 
❤)єямαιηє - says: idiot. 
❤)єямαιηє - says: okay i shall post what u said onto my blog 
❤)єямαιηє - says: cuz i think its retarded. 
❤)єямαιηє - says: hahahahahaha 
Sean says: hot idiot act twittish, u smile 
❤)єямαιηє - says: haha.
 Sean says: u jus smiled 
❤)єямαιηє - says: yeah i did 
❤)єямαιηє - says: LOL! 
Sean says: that would prove im a jus anotha hot idiot 
❤)єямαιηє - says: -.- 
❤)єямαιηє - says: HOT ?!!! 
❤)єямαιηє - says: hey i didn't say that ok 
Sean says: seriously 

&for whatever reasons i don't know. We started talking about clowns, he posted this damn thing on his damn blog.

some lame gal called jermaine said this->

 )єямαιηє - says: 
if a clown makes ppl laugh, does that mean that nwolc makes ppl cry? )': 

laugh if u feel like it.

Haha, long time besties are still the best. Haha, weeeeeeeeeee! 

Sunday, June 8, 2008

ILOVETAYCHUYI :D

I really thank God for having such a wonderful seniorfriendgirlfriendbestie :D Haha i was chatting with her a moment ago and seriously i feel soooo much more relaxed. &of course, she cheered me up :D I deleted my previous post 'cuz i think that was a bit too much. &she spoke to me about it, and i can like, talk to her almost about everything& weeeeeeeee! She helps me to deepen my faith towards God, and everytime i speak to her, i'm really motivated by her :D 

Okay so today is Chu-Yi-Day. Teehee. Let's celebrateeeeee. Chu! Invite God to this celebration yeah! ;DD

i'm starting to realise.

Okay so i didn't blog yesterday 'cuz my WONDERFUL daddy didn't wanna bring my laptop back to Onan. Like wth -.-  Went for breakfast with Sarah at Subway, but parents called me up and started nagging. Blah. Then met Denise for lunch! Thank God it was a peaceful lunch. We were trying to poke fishballs with one chopstick, super bo liao. Haha. Went to bubbletea & then off to NDP. I was feeling absolutely upset at that time, i don't know why. &when some inconsiderate people came, my mood worsened. Haha, lucky there was WilliBro! Can at least talk to him, was throwing my tantrums and started to whack Alvin & Jovi for no reason.  

Going to Marina Bay was simply wasting my time. Go there, stand in position for not more than half an hour and have dinner, and off we go. Whattheheck can. Damn. So parents fetched me and went to this small lil baby's first month. Lol off home. Watched some lame shows since i couldn't do anything! &this random guy, which i don't even know somehow started messaging me which is damn freaky. Urgh, whatever. Okay i'm off to rest.

ZAI JIAN.

Saturday, June 7, 2008
put your hands way up high, we'lll never say bye[:

Apologiessss, didn't post yesterday. Haha. Was feeling tired & wasn't really in the mood since some things happened. Which completely spoilt my day! Lol. Dance was kind of infuriating yesterday, since WendyTang wanted us to buy so many things for the concert, as if we're darn rich. &so, decided to " rebel ", haha Seah Han suggested that. Oh yup, received our dance jacket. Not bad, although i wouldn't say it's damn nice. Not really worth 30 bucks :X Ahh.

I went to meet Sarah for breakfast & Denise was supposed to join us too, but i had to rush home since parents were mad at me -.- Yipeeee, meeting Denise later for lunch & to slack, as what she said " bonding time " Hahaha! Okay, short post, whatever. I'll go pack my bags since NDP ends at 8pm! Wtf.

Thursday, June 5, 2008
sayHELLO ;D

YO! Haha i'm back people! Okay i'm gonna go tuition later & after tuition i won't have time to post 'cuz i wanna play my jigsaw puzzle :D 

Yesterday was such a perfect family day for me! Went to Tampines don't know what, some new shopping center and i bought jigsaws, yeah Sarah said i'm a jigsaw retard. What an idiot, she even said that jigsaws are stupid. I bet Joshua's gonna say the same thing too, evil people. Jigsaws are really fun okay! Test your patience & all that. Freakkkk. Today dance was kind of tiring & fun, with XU LAO SHI AROUND. At first we had lots of fun, but too much fun till got a big lecture from him. Such lectures seriously suck. Especially in chinese -.- Oh ya! Our dance jacket, woohooo. It's done & seniors gonna get it, but kinda heartache. $30 for it, maybe it's cuz i spent too much this month so learning how to save money...haha.

Tomorrow we're gonna be fruits; oranges&bananas. Wear that fugly orange costume to dance, & banana yellow shirt for the finale : ShineJesusShine. Thanks XinYing! I finally managed to do all the hand signs for the song, was like a retard, having a hard time learning. I'll go talk to Sarah, this is what she said a few minutes ago.

[u]#3;[/u] [b][i]sarahkimmmmm[/i][c=4]❤[/c] &My only sunshineee(: [/b] :
GUYS ARE LIKE, SO WADEVER! 
[u]#3;[/u] [b][i]sarahkimmmmm[/i][c=4]❤[/c] &My only sunshineee(: [/b] :
except penguin[:









Oh shit, she's effingly nuts& crazy & insane & siao and every crazy adjective you can find in the dictionary! Alright, she's gonna murder me. Lol heck! I'll gooooo pack my stuff.

BYE PEOPLE ;D

Tuesday, June 3, 2008
BRB :D

Shan't blog here, for a period of time i guess. Don't ask for my url, only certain close friends would know. I'll be back to blogger once i'm in the right mood, haha. Take care readers!

I'll be back soon (:

Monday, June 2, 2008
&iloveyou(:

Just got back from AMK library, met up to do our project. Wei Xiang is realllyyyy cute! Me&Joy kept laughing and laughing. Haha, and i saw Jaselyn! (: Miss her man!

Damn. I thought i'd be able to go out after being a mama's girl for weeks! Sigh, i'm like freakingly grounded at home. Won't be able to join Sarah&Denise&Patricia&the guys tomorrow. I feel so bad right now, i'm definitely gonna disappoint them, for sure...i'm sorry ):

I shall end here. 


Cyaaaa.

But, I miss you sometimes...

HAPPY 
BIRTHDAY 
WENDAAAYE 
( Wendy) !  ;D

Lol it's gonna be bright red 'cuz if i'm not wrong, that's your favourite colour right? XD For the past few weeks, i've been waiting till i can wish ya HappyBday! :D Finally. Stay tall & pretty okie? (:  Seriously, though we're not as close as before, you're still one of my favourite besties! Haha let's go and catch another movie someday, yeah? Have a blessed birthday & take care! ;D

I've been sneezing horribly from last night till now, oh damn it. Yay,  CCF's coming back tonight(: Managed to chat a lil with him last night, but i was tired and went to sleep. Was feeling really low, very very low. Sigh, i'm playing with the Rubik's cube again. &i had this really dumb dream last night but i forgot XD WeiXiang just called me, & he's extremely cute alright. Keep reminding us about the meeting for our chinese project at 1pm, haha. Having spaghetti for lunch & i had fruit cake for breakfast! Okay this is so boring, shall end here & post later. Byeee(:

I'm learning to live without you now
But I miss you sometimes
The more I know, the less I understand
All the things I thought I knew, 
I'm learning again
I've been tryin' to get down
to the heart of the matter
But my will gets weak
and my thoughts seem to scatter
But I think it's about forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

Sunday, June 1, 2008

I'm feeling horrible right now, i don't know why :/  Grateful to Sarah&Ramos, best girlfriends anybody can ever have. They were cheering me up with their crap just now (: Sigh. I guess i'd better go sleep & make sure i forgot everything and be happy again tomorrow. This post is useless, lols. 

Nights people.

but it's the only way i hear your voice anymore.

BOOOOO people ;D

Haha today was kinda...boring! Went to J8 for lunch & to service my SE phone. Oh gosh, my phone's gonna be pronounced dead real soon. Even the lady was like " Do you wanna trade it in to us? 'Cuz as you can see....the condition of your phone is very bad, so even if you sell it to secondhand shops, you won't get back much. " Lol, but i didn't. Just went on with the repair and the lady talked lots of crap and kept on repeating till i got very very sian. I need help, i wanna buy a phone but i don't know which! Haha i shall wait for another few months for nicer ones ah! Bleh.

I just remembered that i have to meet Wei Xiang, Si Yu & Joy for the STUPID chinese project tomorrow. But i forgot whether it's in the morning or afternoon! Grandmother not at home = no noise at home, eating outside food for our meals. Nice equation XD  Grandma&Godma coming back from Korea this thursday night! Weee. I'm yearning to see the pressies they bought for us! Haha. Oh & CCF is coming back....TOMORROW NIGHT! ;D

Haha i'll go get back to my stuff and wash up, 'cuz i just woke up! Weeeee. 

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (:




I edited it this afternoon, i think it's real niceeee!  XP