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Sunday, March 30, 2008
" The difference that lies between the possible&the impossible is DETERMINATION... "

NO! Oh gosh, i've really not been keeping up with the latest music and stuff for a wrong wrong/ nong nong time. Okay, that's stupid, i meant long long time. I was checking out those latest albums through the net, and oh my gosh! 

Danity Kane's came up with their new album Welcome To The Dollhouse, the songs are great okay. Mariah Carey's gotta one releasing on 15th April! Oh no, i sound insane. Ahh, Paramore's album is nice nice nice also. Big thanks to Yee Tat! Lol, he sent me some nice songs from Step Up 2 The Streets album. Ahh, nice nice nice. Missy Elliott's Ching-A-Ling is uber cool, haha. Oh my gosh i'm really crazy about music no no no no ahh!

Maybe because been working too much lately, didn't really have time to relax. &my definition of relax, is...totally relaxed. That doesn't make sense but who cares, ahaha. Finally finished up on my algebra sums that gotta hand it up to Ms Tan tomorrow, pretty alright. Thought it was darn hard at first, that's because i wasn't concentrating. But managed to finish it, weeee. 

I gotta study for the chinese test on tuesday. Sian, and it's like i don't even think i got time tomorrow. Argh. After school gotta rush to take history test, then gotta rush to drama, then rush to NDP. I don't think got time for lunch ah, die ah, whaddhaeff ah. 

I miss....somebody...sooooo much! Hahaz. Sarah! Eeyur, i miss you babe. I don't care, i want your hug tomorrow or i'm going to break up with you! Hahaha, okay i sound so lesbian-ic lah. Hurry! Get your internet done & i can chat with you on MSN ! :(

I feel like practicing both dances again before i screw up the steps! Oh gosh, helpppp. Under the bloody hot sun dancing, with peepole looking at 'chu, and and and with that painful blister on my toe! Die.

Okay okay, let me stop my dumb post now 'cos i'm typing nonsensical topics. Whatever that comes to my mind, just type it here. Okay buhbye.

/edited

I FORGOT! It's Sean's birthday tomorrow! Lol, i'm exciteddddd. Me&Jovi haven't talked to him for ages okay! Buddy buddy, please answer your phone tomorrow. Done, kay bye.

Saturday, March 29, 2008

oh oh one more thing! IT WAS GABBY'S BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY(:  I saw him walking at the other side of the block, and was lazy to walk over. So decided to scream across the block, but didn't dare. So Grace screamed with me " HAPPY BIRTHDAY GABRIEL! " Hahaha, i wish you all the best &no matter what happens, stay postive(:  ILOVEYOUBESTIE! :D God blesssss.

dancedance.

Sorry for not posting, haha. These two days, been in the dancing mood. Shall talk about it later on, okay now about yesterday!

My darling didn't come today, she's gotta fever and couldn't go to school. So there's only me and those 3 guys left, argh. JingYing, get well soon okay! (:  I miss you. Aww, anyway, Literature sucked. BECAUSE i had to sit beside some gay freak which is so childish. What's wrong with sitting with a girl? Gosh, grow up please. Not as if i'm gonna marry you or what right, urgh. I finished copying my chinese homework, 'cos i left it in the locker and forgot to bring home yesterday. Ahaha. 

Nothing much happened during chinese. During history, i went to ask Mr Ng if he could postpone the test to monday since all of the other classes were having it on a monday too. He agreed(:  Yay Mr Ng, ILOVEYOU! Ahaha, shouldn't have studied so hard for it till i forgot to bring my brain to school. 

During recess, super crappy. The guys were cracking uber uber sick jokes okay, disgusting! And some girls from 1Compassion kept asking me what does FN mean, hahaha! I suppose Daniel told them about it anyway. 

Maths was KEWL! With those sec 3 guys coming in to disturb. Haha, but i could see Ms Tan's face, full of frustration. Kay la, the class couldn't concentrate at all. Totally distracted thanks to their crap. But i guess, they can make good clowns! Lol. &Myga came into our maths classroom, and started using the nametags to pierce through his chin and ears. Oh my gosh, disugsting! Wayy fun disturbing Amanda&Myga, haha. But he left 'cos Ms Tan wanted to bring him to the DM. Weeeeee, off to assembly after that.

We got punished and to stand for few minutes, but managed to sit down anyway. Really boring listening to Lau talking, argh. Didn't totally fell asleep, but sort of cuddled my bag to rest. I woke up when the principal was showing this video of Sean Lim. Hai, kinda touching XP

We were stoning around in the canteen, didn't even wanna go for the stupid drama thingy. Talked to MinWei, and me&Isabelle started disturbing her about LHM. Hahahah, nice(:  &this reminds me of Sarah...*15 ah!* hahahha! Oh babe, you rockk my life!

Oh and bout drama, i've got a million things to complain about. I paid 65 bucks for this stupid course, dress up as some dumb characters. We're not any 3 year old kid, mind you. Can't stand the girls, people like Joey and some crap people. Laugh at things which are not funny at all. Super annoying, and you won't wanna know how dramatic is she. I really felt like giving her a slap okay. Loose screw up there. Zzzz, idiot. Was talking to YeeTat, since he was also really bored while waiting for his basketball training to start. Sigh, if only the school didn't make such crap enrichment programme to be a compulsory kind of thing. =.=

Me&Ellie could hear the different songs played in the other dance room, since it was connected. We were excited okay! Stupid cher, don't let us go. I was really desperate to go over! Went to look for Ellie's cher first, before going to change& DANCE! Ahaha, Jiang Lao Shi shaved his hair bald i think. Hui Tien still said he's cool! Nooo!! Ahaha, pretty fun though. As we danced over and over again, to see which music was suitable. There was one, where it was so fast until i landed on the ground with a big thud. Argh, my knee's gotta big orh-cheh now. Toe was also injured, don't know why. PAIN AH. 

Went home after that(:  Had to chiong home a lil, for Grandma's birthday celebration! Went to Long Beach @ Dempsey Hill. I LOVE THAT PLACE I TELL YOU. The best cafes are there! Didn't get to go to the B&J's there again, 'cos was uber full already. Was in a very sian sian mood, as very tired after the training. &when it was raining so heavily! Told ya my mood will go haywire once it rains. Food, uhm, not bad lah.

Got home&was chatting on MSN till 11 plus. & i slept at 12 plus, gosh. I knew i was gonna be darn tired for today's NDP. Yes i was. Couldn't sleep well last night, was thinking about things i shouldn't be even thinking about. 

Gah, took the train to YCK to meet Joy. I was still sms-ing Evian, telling her that we were quite early. And coincidentally, Gladys was there, waiting for Ellie also. We were DARN late when we reached the parade square! Haha. Learnt the steps, and tio sabo-ed by Grace. Shit you, i had to stand right smack front in the middle of all of them. Freaky can, any steps wrong, the whole performance would be nuts already. I'm scared!!! I suppose that Eugene&Joash weren't there to laugh. Since they said they were going to! But they had their OLevel Bio SPA i think...lol. &Mr Joash Tan asked me to prayyy for them, yaya told you i'm nice, you just won't believe me! 

JingYing, Ellie, Gladys, Xiao Ye, Ke Xin, Amanda, Xin Ying, Gio, Amadea, Mandy&&&many many more that i forgot! Oh my gosh, iloveyougirls! They were so encouraging, thanks! <33 

We had time to slack, so went to BBT shop with the girls. Sat there and stoned a lil while before going back. And when we reached back to the Parade Square, everbody was waiting for us! We were uber uber late. Mr Jeffrey was like " ILOVEBUBBLETEA!"  Lol. At first, i screwed up the steps 'cos i completely forgot about it already. The boys had things to do also, uber funny. See their shy faces, ahaha! 

Mummy&Daddy&Jolene came to fetch meeee. Jolene had to like, go to the doctor's 'cos of her sprained ankle, i think it's okay already. Had lunch at the nearby coffee shop since Daddy was lazy to go shopping with us. Hmpf, he said tonight. But tonight extended relatives are coming for dinner, where got time?! I wanna go shoppingggggggggggggg. :( Sian, i was greeting them & i nearly lost my patience and screamed okay. Every single person, i greeted them and i had to shout a f*cking 7 times before they respond. Got fed up and came up to study. Regretted greeting them already, no use. Zzz. 

I'm stuck in the room doing my stupid Si Han now. Somebody, help! I don't know how to ah! YeeTat, good for you! Can watch StepUp2 two times! Hai. I'm so so so so so so bored. MSN games is not working, can't play with Joshua billards or poker. Sian. 

I got this from some random people's blog. Credits to you if you see this! Haha, thought it was pretty meaningful! (:

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

2. No man or woman is worth your
tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you
want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

4. A
true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

5. The worst way to
miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your
smile.

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the
world.

8.
Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be
grateful.

10. Don't cry because it is over,
smile because it happened.

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on
trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

12. Make yourself a
better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

13. Don't try so hard, the
best things come when you least expect them to.

REMEMBER:
WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

and ,

bless those who curse you and pray for those who mistreat you. LUKE 16 : 28 



took some pictures, here they are!

during Home Econs, uber bored. Haha.








after NDP (: 









xiao ye took this from the back, during dance! Ahaha, ILY!











me&Gladys' dancing shoes(:

Thursday, March 27, 2008
HIGH HIGH; YIPEE AYE AYE!

Haha, i'm in a uber good mood today. Don't know why also, sooo HIGH! Kay so first was uhm, CHAPEL! Cool cool cool, there was a skit put up by some members of the Presbyterian Church ( if i'm not wrong ) Oh the song! I finally found the title already, yay. It's by Lifehouse - Everything. I thought it was pretty nice(:  So science was next, weeeee i became a good girl and paid attention again! Or maybe 'cos i understood those stuff since we learnt it during p5, okay p6. I love Mr Peh& Ms Tan! Hey it's not on purpose okay...gosh. Stop calling her Mrs Peh/Claudia la, it's mean.

Next was the " i-sing-you-sing-we-all-laugh " period. Yeah, music. Darn, uber boring. Couldn't wait for it to end, i was way hungry. Bai Yang was trying to be the joker again, sang at a uber high pitch. &Mrs Wong was telling him no need to go so high. Ahaha! English was normal, Jovi smacked me on the face with a file just because we teased him, effing painful till i really feel like slapping him okay. Of all people, whack me. Shit you, i be nice, i didn't post the family tree! Hahaha, (:  

Recess, ate this mushroom sauced fish. Uber horrible, Firdaus was also complaning that it sucked. Oh by the way, thanks for helping me buy it! Haha. Maths maths maths maths. Yay yay yay yay yay. Suddenly developed a liking for Maths, i don't know why also. Haha, maybe 'cos the algebra thing is quite interesting. I don't know if i would regret after i said that, but for now, i love it(: 

Wee wee, what's next. Oh!!! Home Econs, yeah quite fun! I used to hate theory, but we could get into groups and had lots of fun today. I went to tell Ms Leong " ILOVEYOUMSLEONG!" She was like " ?! What?! Okay i love you too! " Haha, she's niceee! So i went to the canteen after dismissal to wait for them.

Alvin&Jovi had a big quarrel, shan't elaborate. Haha, okay, took the train home and yeah. Arrived safetly(:  Tuition with those two, blah. Nothing much, just that we did the stupid RI test paper which is darn hard. Me&Joshua got 2 out of 25 marks! Hahahah! Shan't be happy over such stuff :/  Big thanks to BroAvier!!! He lent me his history textbook 'cos i left mine in the locker. &i've gotta history test tomorrow! THANKS BROOO, UUU ROCKKKK!

Done, i guess i gotta go study for my history now peeps! HAVE A GOODNITE, and yeah. ILOVEYOU!

Especially you, Evian(:  I wanna say it one more time, no matter what happens, you're still one of my best friends! :D ILY GIRL! Cya in school tomorrow, i'll be here if you need me. Weeee. BYE!

Wednesday, March 26, 2008
it's hard to explain. Argh.

Weeee(:  Haha, today was tiring. Tiring! First period was WhiteSpace. Had this skit or rather, talk, in the hall by Disney! Lol, not as interesting as i though. Some " When The Bell Rings " thing. Okay la, i wouldn't say it really sucked. 

Next was English, we folded paper aeroplanes! Haha, uber fun. Okay i sound childish, but seriously, haven't folded aeroplanes for a long time! *woosh* Recess? Uhm, normal. Chinese! Yes yes yes i hate this. Oh ya this reminds me, i gotta do zuo ye. Argh, don't wanna do. Blah. Science practical was next. For ONCE, i finally fell in love with it(: Haha, pretty cool. Mr Peh placed the dunno what into this pool of water i think, and there were sparks! Something like an aeroplane flying round and gotta sparks coming out. Woohoo! 

Oh, maths& CF was next. And it was like, the first out of many times that i really paid attention in class. I mean, like those f*krs that act like monkeys in the zoos were standing outside, so the class was peaceful. Argh. CF was not as fun as we expected though, got this random relief teacher which is taking over for 6weeks. Wth, i want Mr Lau! Okay i regret saying that. XP

Blah. Next was dance, there's this teacher that used to teach us. Good friend of Jiang Lao Shi, no offence but he's uber gay la. But damn cute can, hahaha! Okay, i ended early 'cos gotta rush back home for tuition

-End Of Post-

SM:)E!  haha. that's totally random.

Tuesday, March 25, 2008
E x E = E²

Time for some maths, my dear! (: Evian, opigut. Told you that i don't, you don't believe me. Argh. Haha, okay so the first half of the morning wasn't very good. Lol, kinda pissed at SOMEBODY. Zzzz, didn't talk to him for like the whole day. Chu Yi was uber sweet(: she gave me this masking tape labelled " JERMAINE IS LOVED DEEPLY BY GOD! &CHU OF COURSE! " Haha, it was stuck to my uniform wherever i went.

Chinese sucked, haha i hate chinese! There's this sort of exam not on any other day but APRIL FOOL'S! What the hell, and it's like 50% of CA marks, i think i'm dead. Wasn't paying attention throughout the whole two freaking periods, was waiting for it to end. Haha, so off to English! Yeah, best time to slack. Air-conditioner switched on, yay. Mdm Jaafar was so cute, she went to youtube and showed us a lot of videos that has absolutely nothing to do with our lessons. But i love her(: <33>

RECESS! Yay, i was darn hungry. &learnt my lesson to have a full recess, had gastric yesterday but it went off after a while. What's next? Oh ya, history. I was not really paying attention, more of daydreaming. Haha, happens every history lesson; i would say. Oh &i was caught for the masking tape that Chu Yi gave me! Mr Ng was like " What is that sticker thing on your uniform? " Haha, i took it off immediately but stuck it back after i left. 

Art was still as nonsensical and messy, gosh. Those glue stuff seriously is messy. But fun! Hahaha, and we were discussing whether to pon caligraphy or not. BORING. On my way to the canteen, i saw SarahDarling! I sound lesbian-ic but who cares. Saw YeeTat at the office, and Sarah showed him 'cos he wanted to know how i looked like. Lol, went to the bubbleteashop with my sweethearts.

Haha, talked lotsa stuff there and i went back to school for that dumb caligraphy. Argh. Waste my time. Joked a lot of crap with Evian, Annabel, & Joy. Went to bubbleteashop again! Hahaha, i know i know =.=  They bought their food and stoned there uber long, but great fun with the girls. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, i love them. 

I took the train home, and lots of people seemed to be staring at that masking tape on my uniform. Ahaha, uber tired. But no choice, had to walk home. 

BYE(:

ILOVECHUYI! (:

Monday, March 24, 2008
cherie x 13yrs

oh & i forgot!

HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY CHERIE!!!! =D I mean, the 6Grace one. God bless(:

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i'm EFFING tired today. Arghh, well, nothing much happened today. Lazy to blog! XP Off to slack, bye. [:

Sunday, March 23, 2008
justin x 16yrs

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTIN! =D

Whoa, good for you luh. IT'S YOUR SWEET SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY! Haha, all the best & have a blessed birthday!

So here's another Sunday morning post. &i'm sure nothing much would happen today anyway. Was at Suntec City yesterday, and i was really desperate to be a small girl again. Longed so much for being one after so many years, haha. I was somehow tempted by jellybeans! Great fun, choosing the different colors and getting all excited.

Oh oh, and of course, Sarah was CRAZY. I don't know why, but was doing my shopping when i received her message. She said that she MISSED ME ?!! Gosh, sorry Sarah, i wanna stay single. Hahaha. I saw Jeremy Tan too, the one in 6Brilliance i mean.

I'm suddenly reminded of Kuo Chuan. Haha, i really wanna type everything out. But i guess some stuff shouldn't be mentioned.

/edited.

i removed the thousands words i typed out, all the feelings i had for kuo chuan. Haha, kind of hesitant to post it. So might as well delete it. That's it, bye(:


i love this whole video. Yeah, you can really cry when you watch this. It's way touching(: Watch the WHOLE thing. TURN UP THE VOLUMEEEEE :D


Saturday, March 22, 2008
her suay-ness starts.

Okay so i woke up at 11am! That's a big " achievement", haha, kidding. Chatted a lil with Evian on MSN, and realised that my homework was in the locker! Of course i was uber anxious, and went back to school with Sarah since she gotta volleyball.

I totally didn't expect the shutters to be all down, thank God i know some seniors like Eugene&Joash, they said that i wouldn't be able to go to the locker. Argh, i was uber worried alright. Oh well, i'd better pray hard that the teachers be lenient. Ahhh.

Mummy&Daddy's out for like, the whole day?! One of their close friend's wedding, and both of them dressed up till they really look like a different person okay. Especially Mummy, haha, she looks so different with her hair and evening gown. Of course, her thick make-up =.=

I'm gonna be so alone today, gonna catch up on my work before i lag behind in class! That's all for today, i guess. Bye(:

Friday, March 21, 2008
that'swhenthetermfriends,starttobecomemyfavouriteword

Yes! I finally had a successful& fun outing! Hahaha. Me&Sarah were kinda late. Okay maybe not me, Sarah! XD We pissed the boys off, but they pissed me off too okay. Idiots. But of course, as i said, my anger can't last for long. So uhm, started talking to them again! They were happily calling me short again, just because they are boys &they grew taller! Argh.

Hahaha, we went in to get our food 'cos was quite late already. By the way, guess who i saw? NG WEI NING! She was with one of her friends, sorry my dear, didn't have chance to catch up much with ya :P We were quite late, i mean, missed a lil of the movie. Important : THANK YOU SEAN! Haha, he treated me to my potato wedges&drink XP Oh oh, one more thing, i've got an announcement to make.

NO MATTER HOW ADORABLE MING HAN& SHANE ARE, DON'T EVER SIT WITH THEM IN THE CINEMA!

Haha, but i did enjoy myself sitting with them! Forgot, we watched Step Up 2 The Streets! It's a great show, serious. Maybe not as good as the first Step Up movie, but still superb(: The guy is seriously hot, really!!! &there's this guy which is also so cute! &&Cassie was acting also. Omg. She sang " Is It You " at the credits part, but that was when i ran inside again to inform Shane about his phone thing. Don't think i have the chance to introduce the song to the rest. There was this part where they were dancing, and the female lead was shaking her butt. MingHan + Shane were like shaking also, the whole chair was shaking okay! Sarah's reaction was like " What's that?! "

Haha, and they were throwing popcorn all around when i was engrossed in the movie, idiots. There was a part where it was so touching till i teared a lil, haha, but their stupid sound effects make me alright again. The stupidest part was when the two leads kissed, and Ming Han covered his mouth with both of his hands and made the kissing sound. &kept saying " french kiss! " Hahaha, you should see the way he said it. The most romantic part of the show became the funniest part! XD Oh and one more, 'cos the female lead was wearing kind of low cut. When it was close up on her, Ming Han & Shane were like " Whoa! " * you know what i'm referring to * Gosh. Sick.

When we just exited from the cinema, Shane was frantically looking for his phone, and ransacked his whole plastic bag. Ming Han cheekily put the phone back when he ran back to check the seats. You naughty monkey, hahaha. We went to the toilet, i mean, me&Sarah of course. Took some pictures, there was one auntie that kept looking, i bet she wast thinking : This two girls are crazy, aren't they? Hahaha, and as soon as we got out of the toilet, as expected luh. They were trying to play " hide-&-seek" with us, that's when i also told Sarah that they will never make good boyfriends. So i called Joshua, and Jon answered, speaking in this indian accent.

Something like " Are you free tonight, maam? Just 10 dollars, i can give you discount of 2 dollars. blahblahblah" Gosh. For a moment i thought it was the wrong number! Managed to find them, &wanted to take neoprints, it was part of our plan you see. Avier had to go to church, and the rest went back to Bishan, except me,Sarah,Sean&Shane. Omg, all starting with the letter S! The boys just pangseh-ed us like that, freaks. If only Avier was there and he'd be able to call them back luh, argh. Who needs boys anyway?! Sean&Shane wanted to run off too, but we promised them that they can go off after the pics, and we'll lend Shane money for his standard ticket. Haha. Bribery.

We went up, and at first they were reluctant to take. But managed to convince them! Yay! We had many funny shots, had way much fun than usual. Decorated the neoprints and Shane's reaction throughout the whole process was so adorable! Cut it out, and shared. Anybody that wanna take a look, tell me :D

Weeeeeee. Me & Sarah then train-ed back to Bishan. While waiting for the train, we took lots of pictures! Hahaha, Sean came and said " A lot of people looking at both of you..." Ah la, who cares?! They can't do anything luh. In the train, we took pictures again!

Reached Junction 8, and went shopping. Sarah bought her shoelace, and i was like touring blankly in 77th Street. The things are too " cool " for me, lol. We walked and shopped here and there, and decided to go and eat. Hahaz, shared the Shi Lin XL chicken i think. It was sweet! Of course, i shared it with my dear girl, Sarah what! (: Bought bubble tea and sat at the benches outside NTUC, of course, talked a lot. &manage to catch up a lil more than usual. Also, not forgetting pictures! We took lots and lots and lots and lots of pictures! But seriously, most of them were unglam, but had so much fun. Scroll down to see!

Met family for dinner at Crystal Jade, &went home after that.










@the toilet number1









@the toiletnumber2









mirror mirrow on the wall, let us take a pic!








guess whr's this? THE LIFT BUTTONS REFLECTION!










outside some company. lol.









get high in the lift!









weeeee.









left : Jerm. right : Sk. My shoes gave me blisters =(









i thought this was cool. XD









we decided to be ducks for 30seconds.









being stupid for another 30seconds.









&we decided to kiss. haha, kidding la! we DID NOT kiss kay.









acting cute is quite fun :D









TICKET! Haha, sarah's wallet.









in the midst of shoes, i found ours!









white&black= Jerm&sk! Hahaha









i love this. Weee.









we are tall, who do you think you're looking at? Kidding!









this is niceee.









our bags. mine's white, her's red. NATIONAL FLAG!









ugly. haha.



@j8 number1.



@j8 number2



the unglam-ness starts.



unglam2.



unglam3.




unglam4.




omg we look dumb.



our last unglam-ness...

Haha, that's all (:

p.s : ILOVEYOUSARAH, thanks for helping me to be able to enjoy myself! Haha, let's go " pat-tor" again! :P

Thursday, March 20, 2008
True love never lives happily ever after - true love has no ending.

NO MORE EMO-ING! I'm back to my crazy self. Yes, great! But in the morning, was kinda pissed thanks to Jovi due to some stuff he said. Lol. 大人不跟小人dou. I don't know how to write that so never mind. Oh, i changed my blog song to Daphne Khoo's song, Paper. So nice can, haha. Enjoy! =D I'll post the lyrics at the side(:

Today was spent uhm, okay-ly? Chapel! Weeee, i don't know why but i was just soooo super tired, and actually fell asleep for a while during chapel! Gosh. But manage to wake up. Today's chapel service wasn't very interesting. No offence.

Science! Okay this is the most fun yet the most boring subject. I mean, Mr Peh is nice, yes sure, nice. It's more of the lessons that are so chim till i don't even understand a damn thing. Argh, so he started explaining and of course, the reaction given by the whole class was none other than..." HUH? " Haha.

Music! Eeyer, boring. We had to sing God Will Make A Way. One of my favourite songs during chapel, in KCPPS. Haha, the tune's still stuck in my head now. Next was eng-a-lash. Boring, but that Dave guy somehow became the joker. Haha, it was rather peaceful. Without JOVI around, 'cos he went for some stupid piano exam. But it's really good, we manage to do our work without any unecessary disturbance& being annoyed at his shit. Wee.

UNFORTUNATELY, he came back during Maths period. Oh talking about this reminds me of the few Thai girls. Lol. Me&Grace sat with them, and 'cos me&Joshua were kind of " gossiping ", he was sitting in front of me. So those few girls thought that Joshua&Wayne were looking at them. Joshua&Wayne's reaction were like

" ??!! Where got?! I never la. I'd rather look at Ms Tan than them right! "

Haha...gosh. Mean, but makes sense. Up next was HOME ECONS! Yeah, theory. Crap. I totally hate theory can, me&Joy were looking at each other with droopy eyes. Gonna fall asleep any moment. But i prefer this teacher, Ms Leong. Lol, don't know why also. Oh oh, i kissed Evian on the cheek(: Hahahaha, didn't expect myself to do that also. &she threatened me again, if i don't wanna go to the BBT shop with them, she'd tell some stuff to _________. Shit youuu, but i know you love me, so won't tell right? XP

Adeline, my junior, not AQ. She's so sweet, haha. I sort of chat with her through email, and i miss that girl so muchhhhhh! Ahh. Okay, went for tuition with those two just now. Avier shaved his hair!!!!! Hahahahaha, i was like, laughing my ass off can. He look so funny XD Or maybe 'cos not used to it. Something like army cut, like what Mr Edwin said.

I can't wait to go out with my loves tomorrow, STEP UP 2! Haha, i don't care, i want a thousand photos! Alright, i'm tired. Byeee.

Wednesday, March 19, 2008
stop emo-ing.

Ha, there's nothing much to blog about today. Okay maybe there are some, but too minor till i don't feel like remembering. But the thing that i'm quite sure is that, somehow i'm not totally as " high " as i normally do. Oh, and Chuyi&Joy&Sarah were uber sweet today! Gosh.

Sarah gave me a big hug in the morning, 'cos i really needed it so much. I don't know why, but as lots of things went through my mind last night, i teared. I wouldn't feel anything if it's just any random friend, but of course, i'll feel so much better with that hug from one of my best friends. Thanks my dear(: hugs&kisses to you too!

Chu Yi wrote me a letter(: Hahaha, she's so sweet. Yes babe, it's folded nicely and kept in my wallet =D It's about the song that goes :




Joy gave me this star made up of straws(: I LOVE YOU BABE!




Yayy. I shall name them the three beauties that made me cheer up[: Kay, that's all for today. I can't really blog about certain stuff. Yeah so, byeee.


-thr's enough trouble.

Tuesday, March 18, 2008
a big chop, printed : YOU ARE MINE.

aaaasasadadafafagagahahajajakakalala

lol, that's so fun. Anyway, we changed our timetable today! Weeeeeee. I know this is my second post for the day, haha. The previous one was for my sweetest pal, EVIAN[: I really hope she cheers up, ahhh. I'm so nice, thank me please. I escaped from my big pile of tuition work, just to blog about today. You see you see. Haha *rolls eyes* Oh let me talk about last night. Something real cool happened. I'm mean, but who cares. I've had enough already. So this person, loves to ask me stuff about work. The person doesn't pay attention in class, or maybe real rude when she asks me. That's why i'm so pissed. I'm not your paid organiser, serious. You ask me about like every single thing till i feel damn irritated alright.

She asked me about some shit stuff. I replied straightaway " i'm not your personal organiser. " Grrr, finally got it out of my system. I didn't bother talking to her today, or maybe even look. Lol i don't care. Back to my day.

In the morning, Jovi was checking out the horoscopes on his Wo Bao. Nonsensical stuff, zzz. Mine was something about feeling depressed when my friends leave me, wtf? Nah, i didn't even feel sad today alright. First period was chinese, EEEEEE. I was so sleepy and bored, not sad. Haha, wasn't in the mood for anything okay. Stupid discussion, i don't mind groupwork in English or Maths or whatever but definitely not Chinese! And that reminds me of that guy. Damn it.

It's a ridiculously funny story, but to me, i think this is crap. Okay so it's like, i didn't do my chinese work right? So i asked the guy's number from Willi, 'cos i had to tell him or else tomorrow will kanna scolding and stuff. This guy said he doesn't have a hp, and asked why i asked for his number, is it because i'm interested in him. I was like WTFFFFFF! Stupid Willi, he'd better explain it clear to that guy tomorrow before i kick his ass damn it. I almost banged my head on the wall when he told me that okay, argh.

There wasn't any literature today, cool. 'Cos our timetable changed, and thanks to our fantastic Mr Lau. He didn't inform us, and made us wait for a freaking long time outside the Literature homeroom. I enjoyed myself anyway, so it's okay. Weee, and and Chu Yi! Haha, she passed me her timetable, just in case anything happens and i can go and find her. I love you girl! The funny thing was when BaiYang was practicing his card tricks, oh and i remembered the B word already! BOOMERANG! Haha, i only remembered it today and told myself i MUST write it in here. The trick kind of failed, and the cards dropped downstairs. Lol, so funny. But one of the teachers saw, and he got scolded for it. Ahahahha! Whaddha clown.

Recess, nothing much? The guys cracked stupid and sick jokes okay! Gosh, and they told us a fun fact that guys and girls, laugh at different jokes. In the sense that, girls find this funny, boys think it's lame. Boys find this funny, girls think it's lame. Lol, yeah quite. Our Ribena drink, the empty cups were left on the table. Alvin was stacking them and talking about A, B , C cup. Haha, you know what i mean. Sicko, so they were happily talking about it despite the fact that some older Sec 4 guys were just right beside. I think they heard us, haha. Mr Ng didn't come today, s yeah, free hour in canteen!

Not really free la, we had work actually. Just that the notes, we didn't do 'cos didn't know how to. We talked about lots of stuff, including Grace's boyfriend. Haha, weeee! The relief teacher was our Home Econs teacher, oh cool! Of course, there's art. I forgot to bring my materials, damn it damn it. Fortunately, Mr Wang's gotta some materials around. XD

I wanted to do a duck, then a dolphin, but decided on a fish. Lol. I was " veh " lazy to get my file at the back to see what did i draw, blah. So anyhow did one. Not bad, haha, not as ugly as i expected it to be. And i gotta blog about how lame the guys were. Jovi&Joel were playing fighting, okay not literally fighting. But more of like childish guys kind of thing. Phew. Not forgetting our " precious " Joshua, how lame can he get oh damn it. Newspapers was one of the most important material, so he cut out lots of funny pictures of men, and placed it inside my book, or on my table. There was one, of an old man. Hahaha. There's also one picture of the movie, Horton. &cos there's an elephant, he cut it out and poke a toothpick through the " elephant's ears " and said the elephant pierced its ears. &it resembled me =.=

Next was SCIENCE! I know i know, damn weird to have science as the last period. I find it funny too, haha. But quite fun, with Alvin's jokes. Lol. Sick guy, hahaha! I couldn't wait for school to end alright, seriously!!! I was totally bored out of all the lessons can. I wanted to go to BubblayyyTay shoppp! Oh, and i saw Min Wei there. Ahaha, made friends with her, ole. Okay i'm crap. Nevamind, i just hope that Joshua gets rashes. YES please! Just because the potato wedges look like that, gosh. You nuts.

Went back to school for caligraphy, and i sat with Evian&Joy&Annabel! Ahaha! I love them them them them and them. We talked lots of shit, and Evian coloured her fingers all black, cool! XD Oh and a BIG thanks to Mr Winston ___ whatever your surname is. He helped us to wash ALL our paintbrushes, yet got scolded by the cleaner. Sorrry & thanks! :D

After caligraphy, the girls didn't let me go home, oh damn it. They threatened that if i don't go to bubbleteashop with them, they'd tell the tennis seniors that i pon =.= Fineeeee, i went with them. We were sitting at the tables, and having lots of crap talking! Ooo lala, i love the girls! Weeee. I became real high, and talked lots of nonsense. Ahahaha, and disturbed Amanda's friend that's from St Nicholas, lol. I went home with Joy&Annabel after that, though taking different train. Before our trains came, they were trying to be funny, and kept taking my stuff, don't let me gooo. Idiots, and my train came! They are nice as to return me[: I waved to them like some retard when i got into the train, wow!

Great Day! =D

That's all, i guess. A thousand hearts to the girls, rock on eh. I can't wait to see you all again tomorrow, ahaha. Oh& there's dance tomorrow! Weee, i'm real scared that i screw the steps. Argh. BYEEE.

iloveyoubabe XP

TO: EVIAN[:

Oh my gosh. I don't know if i'm insane or something, but i just felt like writing down everything in this post. Yes, this special post is just for you[:

Haha, i really hope this can help you cheer up. It hurts me to see you being sad everyday, ahh. Lol. The first few days of school was rather cool. Haha, i still remembered you sat with Joy, right behind me. I told myself that i'm gonna be nice and make friends with the two of you. Somehow i just felt that you two were gonna be one of my best friends, yes it happened. Oh and i also remembered the first sentence that i said to you " Your name's Evian right? " I was sooooo shy, hahaha! &slowly we talked, and oh my gosh, i knew you were nice! I'm getting real cheesy with my words, but i mean it kay! Weeeee, don't be so sad already la, please? I hope you will cheer up, don't be sad over *youknowwhat* :D If things are meant to be, it will be. So yeah, let God decideeeeee okay? For the meantime, enjoy your time with us! Like all that jokes and crap, i enjoy those so much. Haha. That's the reason why i sound so silly when talking to you, weeeee. It's FUN making people laugh, and yup,

ILOVEYOUBESTIE! <33

everything we've done&talked about. I'm hereeeee for youuu, if you still feel sad(: Lala, i think i shall end this before i see another rodent * screams*

Sunday, March 16, 2008
loved by God; &loves God back.

I was using FaceBook just now, and played with this. It's something like, quiz. Okay maybe not, you gotta enter your birthday date and it tells everything about you! Weee.

February 10, 1995

Lucky Color: Aubergine ( wth is this? )

Personality Strengths: Care, Confidence Personality

Weakness(es): Impatience

Successful Career Path:Entertainment

Sense of Humor Style: Cliched

Adjectives to Describe You: Industrious, adventurous

Description : A hip non-conformist who truly stands for his/her beliefs - you are out to make a difference in this world, and you have a realistic chance of success. You have always been self-driven and derive your inspiration from those close to you. Ambitious - and why shouldn't you be - the sky is the limit for you!

Eh? I thought it was quite chim, didn't understand some parts but don't really care. Both me&ChuYi were searching the net, for the meaning of JERMAINE. I was rather curious on what my name meant also, but all the meanings that appeared was crap. I'm from Germany and some stuff, yeah.
So both of us created a meaning, since it's not a christian name! And that is :

JERMAINE = LOVED BY GOD, &LOVES GOD BACK! :D

Weee, i love my name now. Yes i do. I totally love it.

TODAYYYYYY

I woke up in the morning, rather amazed at the fact that i could wake up, thought i'd still laze in bed. Haha. I was really hoping that there we wouldn't need to run during PE, gosh, i don't like. Okay, i was wrong. We had to run, but 2 rounds couldn't be compared to Joshua, Joel, David's continuous rounds. Haha, Mr Yeo called them " champions " 'cos they forgot to wear proper PE attire. Mr Yeo was rather strict today, but still, funny(:

He was asking for suggestions on what to play, and one of them suggested catching, lol. I don't mind, haven't played that for quite a while! I suggested Captain's Ball :D It has been months since i played that, the best game was during inter-class games in P6. No more enemies with the 6Grace girls', yay! Hahaha. Me&BaiYang had to select people from the whole class, into our group, and uhm, of course i chose my darlings right!

ME
JOY
GRACE
GLADYS
ANNABEL
JOVI
JOSHUA
JINGKAI
ALVIN
JAI
DAVID
WAYNE
the powerpuff girls, or maybe S.H.E

&some others, if i forgot your names, tell me, thanks.

We were defeated 'cos BaiYang's group was way strong. Really, all the tall and active people around. Not forgetting Wei Xiang, so cute la! Of course, not Elton. He knocked into me for like 5 times during the game, don't know what the hell is wrong with him. Not even a big sorry. Oh oh, i remembered. &the three " wonderful " players were in our team too. Crap, i still thought they'd like stop their sweet lil girl talks& play the game. I was wrong about you three, still thought i could get to know all of you better. Lol don't wanna waste my time on them. I don't need to know them better, i've already got a rough idea of who they are.

We had to do 20 push ups! Gosh, okay not bad. During English, Mdm Julianna didn't come. So the 1Grace's form teacher, Ms Tang reliefed us. &i got caught for my attire! Both blouse and socks, damn. Joshua was like " Finally, some justice is done. " Shit youuuuuu!

Science was so fun. But before that, BaiYang was playing with his cards. & trying to make it fly and spin back. What you call that, errr. B something. And Jovi had a bet, using me as the object. If the card landed on my head, he'd pay BaiYang money. Rubbish can. Lol. And during Science, it was so fun! We had a great time disturbing Jovi with his family tree. Oh, i've still got the piece of paper in my file. Haha. We mixed up all the names, and branched it down and down and down. Funnnn(:

Maths was also funn. With all that " Mrs Peh" and " 大错特错 " Hahaha. We were disturbing Ms Tan with all that Mr Peh thing. Kinda fun matchmaking them, but certainly not nice! And Ms Tan's "大错特错" as she warned us from the careless mistakes we'd made. Oh, she's so sweeet(:

Next was chinese, ah la. Nobody likes chinese, okay maybe they do, but not me =D So proud of myself. Didn't do my work. Okay that's shit. Weird thing that the teacher didn't chase homework, goody good good.

After that, we had lunch. I had a great lunch with the girls. GREAT. But it was spoilt and ruined, thanks to the 1Devotion guys + Joel Koh. Big thanks to all of you. There's this guy, his name is Tan Jin Yi or something, he took my bottle and sprayed to drink it okay. It's utterly disgusting la. Okay even if it's spray, his lip touched the tip of my bottle. WTF. I was practically disgusted la! First is Li Hao, now it's that guy. What the hell you all trying to do to me! Was kinda pissed, but cooled down after a while. That Li Hao said he'd make it up to me by getting me stuff, i was kinda shocked at his " nice-ness" though. But i told him i was JUST KIDDING =D

Didn't really take it to the heart, at least it's not as disgusting as that Jin Yi. Where his lip touched it right. Crap.

Drama was spent on my maths homework. Haha, weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. It's so fckinggg boring la, i seriously hate it. Wasting my time okay. Alright, i'm addicted to the song in Wendy's blog. Shall try to post tomorrow. Bye loves(:

Is It You - Cassie.

" I'm looking for a lover not a friend.
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to.
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend;
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you.
And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always.
Baby I like to have you in my way,
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Wants to share,
shows he cares.
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for... "

Saturday, March 15, 2008
bitches&their sweet kisses.

I think today, i'm gonna start bitching about again! Woohoo. Oh, i forgot to post about yesterday. Sorry. Yeah, so where was i? Uhmm, let me seee. OUTING WITH YONG HUI! Right. We went for our lunch first, and on our way till we reached Junction8. That girl was rattling on and on about her Gu Zhen & her " wonderful " seniors. Ahaha, fortunately i didn't choose Gu Zhen man. A freaking Gu Zhen for $500 over bucks is stupid, stupid, stupid! Muacks to that girl, ole.

It was my first encounter with gays in J8 can! It's way freaky. Me and Yong Hui decided to lunch at KFC 'cos it was pretty crowded at Long John's Silver. While we found four seats, and settled down, i turned right and guess who i saw?

BISHAN GAY!

I know i know, gays have their rights too. But i really think i gotta point this out. Guys, when you're in the KFC at Junction8, i suggest you all beware. He stares at you, and wouldn't stop smiling. Really! And there was this guy which was rather dumb, i would say. He sat at the same table with that man, and i whispered some stuff into his mother's ear. &she told her son, yeah, then when he shifted& sat beside me, i told him about it. &he was like " really? " Lol. Believe me for once please.

&i saw one of the finalists of Campus Superstar 2, Marcus i think. Lol. The one from Raffles Institute, hmm...ya, quite shuai. Ahaha. But i promise, just a passing comment okay! Talking about RI, reminds me of Sean Tan man. Ahaha, me&Jovi gonna give him a surprise call on his birthday! We two are so niceeee, we still remember his birthday[: Hmm, he might forget who the hell are we. Lol.

Back to the point. Oh, i think i need not elaborate much on the rest of the events. Nothing much anyway. What else, erm. And! I went to Novena for dinner with my family, that i must say. The basement; if i'm not wrong. There's this restaurant at Square 2. The food is nice(: Indonesian cuisine i think, the chicken is not those ordinary chicken chop. But it's smashed chicken, i tell you, it's great can. Not forgetting the " ice - kachang ", not really ice kachang, 'cos i just hate the coloring on top of the ice. It's rose syrup, bandung okay! Crap. Of course, i was busy hunting for more Atap seeds, no Atap seeds, only Nata de Coco, ahah. That restaurant's rather nice, but seriously, i don't really think i'll enjoy myself if i shop in Square 2, nothing much to buy anyway.

Alright, now about today. I slept uberrrrrrrrrrrr late last night, 12 plus reaching 1? All i knew was that i was running a fever yesterday, yet i became a nocturnal animal. I'm some kind of pro, =D Running a fever, but when i woke up this morning, was completely fine! Woohoo.

Had lunch with my parents at the nearby coffee shop behind the school, since i was sort of going-to-be late already. &my parents sort of got a lil unhappy with one of the some old hags. Lol. I think it went like that, fromy my mother's explanation, 'cos i was busy hunting for what i wanna eat.

She just sat down as if we owed her money, and giving the darn buay song look, without asking if anybody's sitting. My mum was totally blur, wondering what the hell she's doing. So she sort of told her that it's occupied, and she sat at the other table. My dad came, and kind of glared at her a lil. That woman just gave the uber bitchy look, and when my dad went to buy his food, she walked over to our table and said " You don't need to stare at me. blahblah"

Gosh, who cares. Blah, the whichever guy gave a talk on NDP. And all of us were basically not paying attention. I mean like, we're already suay enough to be selected for this. The stupid part came next, we had to go to the parade ground and line according to our height. It was EFFING hot okay, under the damn sun. Oh shit. &Jovi shouted over

" I EXPECTED YOU TO STAND IN FRONT! "

wtf. If you're 1.8m then i won't have anything to say, as if you're damn tall huh. Fcuker. Go find your Vanessa la. That's what i HATE most about 6Excellence boys yeah, know your limits also la.

We lined up blahblah, and i can feel my skin, head, legs burning. Thank God there was this nice officer, he kept giving us cups and cups of drinks. Weeeeee, great. Mr Yeo bully me can. Crap la. He disturbed me in front of the Sec 1&2s! Damn it.

*MR YEO WAS SPEAKING THROUGH THE MIKE*

Mr Yeo : Where's Jermaine? Jermaineeeeeeeeee ~~~
Jermaine: *raises hand*
Mr Yeo : Oh, there's Jermaine. Jovi, i see, you would like to go out with Jermaine. Okay. You like her right.
Jermaine : =.=
Mr Yeo : Don't worry Jovi, she can't hear us. I know you like Jermaine, you want to ask her out. Yes sure, after this you can.

In front of sooooo many people can! Wtf. And everybody was like staring at me la. Crap. Hello, why the hell would i even like Jovi, or he likes me?! That's just shit la.

JOVI HO, I WILL NOT AND WILL NEVER EVER FALL FOR YOU. LIKE WHAT YOU SAID, I DON'T HAVE SUCH BAD TASTE! AND FOR GOODNESS SAKE, WHY THE HELL WOULD I EVEN LIKE YOU MAN. ARGH. THERE'S A MILLION NICE GUYS OUT THERE, DON'T WORRY, I'LL DEFINITELY NOT FALL FOR YOU!

Shit shit shit! I'm fuming now. Relax Jerm. RELAX. &we have to wear this dumb costume on NDP perfomance. Looks rather colorful, that's what make it dumb looking. Alright, i'm tired. Byee.

Friday, March 14, 2008
SPONGEBOB IS FUGLY.

Answer all the questions (only 10) with what describes you best, add up all your Points (which are next to the answer that you choose) at the end and look for your results. Do not cheat by looking at the end of the quiz.

1. Which one of the following describes the perfect date?
a) Candlelight dinner (4 pts.)
b) Fun/Theme Park (2 pts.)
c) Painting in the park (5 pts)
d) Rock concert (1 pt.)
e) Going to the movies (3 pts.)

B- haha. I don't mind the movies or candlelight dinner, just that a lil bit too cheesy. FUN IS THE WORD!

2. What is your favorite type of music?
a) Rock and Roll (2 pts.)
b) Alternative (1 pt.)
c) Soft Rock (4 pts.)
d) Country (5 pts.)
e) Pop (3 pts.)

E - ROCK IS DEFINITELY OUT MAN. Those that know me well, would know that i hate it.

3. What type of movies do you prefer?
a) Comedy (2 pts.)
b) Horror (1 pt.)
c) Musical (3 pts.)
d) Romance (4 pts.)
e) Documentary (5 pts.)

a or d. Hmm, kay. I settle with D! [:

4. Which one of these occupations would you choose if you only could choose one of these?
a) Waiter (4 pts.)
b) Professional Sports Player (5 pts.)
c) Teacher (3 pts.)
d) Police (2 pts.)
e) Cashier (1 pt)

B- ahaha.

5. What do you do with your spare time?
a) Exercise (5 pts.)
b) Read (4 pts.)
c) Watch television (2 pts.)
d) Listen to music (1 pt.)
e) Sleep (3 pts.)

D- but i spent 3/4 of my life with my laptop. Lol.

6. Which one of the following colors do you like best?
a) Yellow (1 pt.)
b) White (5 pts.)
c) Sky Blue (3 pts.)
d) Dark Blue (2 pts.)
e) Red (4 pts.)7.

C!!!!

7.What do you prefer to eat?
a) Snow (3 pts.)
b) Pizza (2 pts.)
c) Sushi (1 pt.)
d) Pasta (4 pts.)
e) Salad (5 pts.)

I've never tried snow. Lol. Okay okay, C OR D. Fine, C.

8. What is your favorite holiday ?
a) Halloween (1 pt.)
b) Christmas (3 pts.)
c) New Year (2 pts.)
d) Valentine's Day (4 pts.)
e) Thanksgiving (5 pts.)

D =P With/without guys, it's still sweet!

9. If you could go to one of these places which one would it be?
a) Paris (4 pts)
b) Spain(5 pts)
c) Las Vegas(1 pt)
d) Hawaii(4 pts)
e) Hollywood (3 pts)

Paris, please.

10. With which of the following would you prefer to spend time with?
a) Someone Smart (5 pts.)
b) Someone attractive (2 pts.)
c) Someone who likes to Party (1 pt.)
d) Someone who always has fun (3 pts.)
e) Someone very sentimental (4 pts.)

D luh. (:

Now add up your points and find out the answer you have been waiting for! Very interesting to see 'who' your friends are!

(10-16 points) You are Garfield: You are very comfortable, easy going, and you definitely know how to have fun but sometimes you take it to an extreme. You always know what you are doing and you are always in control of your life. Others may not see things as you do, but that doesn't mean that you always have to do what is right. Try to remember, your happy spirit may hurt you or others.

(17-23 points) You are Snoopy: You are fun; you are very cool and popular. You always know what's in and you ' re never out of style, y you are good at knowing how to satisfy everyone else. You have probably disappeared for a few days more than once but you always come home with the family values that you learned. Being married and having children are important to you, but only after you have had your share of fun times

(24-28 points) You are Elmo: You have lots of friends and you are also popular, always willing to give advice and help out a person in need. You are very optimistic and you always see the bright side of things. Some good advice: try not to be too much of a dreamer. Dreaming too big could cause many conflicts in your life.

(29-35 points) You are Sponge Bob Square Pants: You are the classic person that everyone loves. You are the best friend that anyone could ever have and never wants to lose. You never cause harm to anyone and they would never not understand your feelings. Life is a journey, it' s funny and calm for the most part. Stay away from traitors and jealous people and you will be stress free.

(36-43 points) You are Charlie Brown: You are tender, you fall in love quickly but you are also very serious about all relationships. You are a family person. You call your Mom every Sunday. You have many friends and may occasionally forget a few Birthdays. Don't let your passion confuse you with reality.

(44-50 points ) You are Dexter: You are smart and definitely a thinker... Every situation is fronted with a plan. You have a brilliant mind. You demonstrate very strong family principles. You maintain a stable routine but never ignore a bad situation when it comes. Try to do less over thinking every once in a while to spice things up a bit with spontaneity!

I'M...

SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS[:

Woooo. I'm back, yo. =D

I just checked my wallet, and realised i've been spending money as if it's free flow of drinks. Gosh. What's wrong with me eh. Argh. I know i know, it's been raining recently, so don't give me that shit on " Saving money for a rainy day...blahblah. " yeah whatever it is.

Omg. I'm still stuck at choosing which skin to use, are you serious?! Crap crap crap. I've asked like a thousand people. Where's Joshua when i needed him most?! Argh. Buddy, i know you're at some dumb camp. Mummy's at homeeee now, and and and, i'm bored! Lol.

*YAY* i'm going out with YongHui later on, i miss that girl. Oh, i sms-ed her last night. &the conversation was uber funny la. Lol.

J : Yo girl(: Free tmr? I'm asking you if you would like to hang out at the library and all that bubbletea stuff with Germany tomorrow? She's missing you like fckk.

Y : Huh?

J : Wee. Free tomorrow anot? Let's go library, bubble tea shop, and all that we used to do. Lol. Ducking hell, i've gotta go back on sat for that stupid NDP thing. Sian. That's why i only have tomorrow to spend it with you. Lol. Sorry that i couldn't like, go out with you and stuff ever since stepped into PHS. Really busy. Sorrryyyy.

Y : Eh, don't use alien language la!

Hahaha, her reaction was super funny can. Alien language. Lol. Weeeee, i can't wait to meet her again! But that, we actually ps-ed Wen Ting, 'cos the four of us supposed to go out for some reasons ( which i also don't know ) . &my dear Wei Ning couldn't make it 'cos of some cartoon cousins, yeah. If there's only 3 of us, not very meaningful outing anyway. I just remembered we're supposed to go watch Step Up 2 The Streets today! Gee, i've always wanted to watch it, but read the review in the papers today. 2 out of a freaking 5 stars! Same as The Leap Years, okay, don't waste money. Give it a miss, Jerm[:

My mind's now like only HYH.

Yong Hui ah!

*post again ltr when i'm back[:

hey sweeties. i'm kinda in a dilemma. Help me to make a choice okay?

http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=180537&action=Preview

or should i stick to my current skin?

comments leave it in tagboard, or maybe tell me through MSN kay?

ILOVEYOUATHOUSANDSS<33

Thursday, March 13, 2008
-there's a big difference between onion rings, doughnuts and fruity loops.

gah fuck. Okay i striked that off. Oh man, it's been raining consistently for many many many days already. Ahaha, it's raining. &the sky is in a uber weird color today. Yellowish orangey color, uhm, somewhat like the color when the sun sets. Quite bright, not bad. Ahahah. I'm waiting for a rainbow, honey. Appear appear appear! Haven't seen a rainbow for long long timeeeee. Wei Ning's gonna start ranting at me, for hating the rain. XP

She and her weirdness, what's all that putting hands outside to feel the raindrops, or staring at the rain for a while, about? Nuts.

My day started off rather late today, 'cos i only woke up when it was nearing 11am. Wee, i slept rather late last night. What a pig. Soooooooooooooo many thoughts running through my head :X Blah. Was uber bored and of course, after breakfast, played jigsaws! Jigsaws are like the only thing to make me feel great man. Poof. Oh oh oh, they are also the love<33 color="red">♥ Shall end here, babes.

p.s : i feel so guilty. I got tempted by a freaking packet of potato chips, and now i regret. Before the march hols end, i'm pretty much gonna turn into a fat blob. Gahhh! I NEED HELP!

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

It's Better To Have Loved And Lost
Than To Have Never Loved At All.

sweet. A quote from the show, beautiful. =D

-because i'm just Jermaine -.-

Went for tuition at Vier's house today with Joshua. As usual. TIRED. Haha, i don't know why, kinda miss them though i've just seen them on Monday. Okay, Jermaine's like missing everybody alright. I saw Shane 'cos he was at Vier's house, oh my gosh. He totally reminds me of Ming Han, oh my dear boy, when are you gonna let me see you huh! Kay, back to Shane. I was waving and shouting HI SHANE!, like, everytime i see him? Ahaha.

&what's wrong with a hamster smelling like Cheng Tng? Am i wrong to say that huh, it really smelt like that okay! Ah crap. The fat lil hamster should feel proud and honoured that a single small tiny little thing can be named CHENG TNG by ME yeah. Haha, Avier's maid is uber cute la. She asked Mr Goh " Sir, bread or banana? " Mr Goh was like " Huh? Banana? " Hahahah, we were laughing our asses off la. She cut some kiwi fruit for us, and i was of course, HIGH! It's real nice kay, but they said it was uber sour. That's the reason why i like it, idiots. And then, i was given a name called GP. Greedy Pig. Btw, when the hell was i pregnant?! They said so. Just 'cos i loved sour stuff! =.=

Effing hell, my internet connection is super screwed today okay. I don't know why, but it seems rather haywire. Keeps dc-ing and stuff, blah. Maybe...it's the rain. Lol. After that, was at AMK hub to watch The Leap Years. Omg? Well, not bad not bad. I wouldn't say it was a fantastic show yeah, i mean like, typical kind of Singaporean movie, yet, rather unique. Okay i'm talking nuts. Lol. Some obscene parts made me shut my eyes, hahaha. The guy was sooooo sweet, and what about the promise of meeting every leap year, four years. Gosh, that's so darn cool! Heheh, a 3.6 over 5, I WOULD RATE IT.

ChuYi's uberrrrr sweet la. Sorry for being late yeah. 'Cos waiting for WendyDarling at my block, ahhh. 20 minutes! She got our tickets first, and there's two girls which argued that those two were their seats. They jacked themselves, ahahha. Yay, got back our seats.

that show reminds me of shitty stuff. damn it. argh. I've been like, telling myself to kick that thought out for 948032850923487593 times, yes Jerm, go go go !

Coconuts.

We went to the toilet, and played with the hand dryer. Omg, you wouldn't believe this. It's totally cool okay! Wendy said i'm crazy. Boohoo. Oh, and of course, not forgetting bout my dear Chu Yi & Wendy, when we were going back. Chu Yi entered this crazy shop, which she claims is " cool " With those nonsensical and dirty stuff, aww, yeah fine, " COOL " Ahaha. &on the train, seems like Chu Yi just flew into the train! Freaky. We were having a great time arguing, about a fat volleyballer! Lol. Just kidding, you're not fat okay!

It's raining uber heavily now, and i'm hating it. What am i talking about. I've always hated the rain, shit. I'M GOING EMO!!! *weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee* I've a sudden urge to dig it again. Oh, did i mention that i did something real cool just now? Okay, i didn't. Yeah, i did this...

DIGGING OUT THE EYE BALLS OF A FISH!

Uhm, i know you're gonna like start screaming at me or telling me on my tagboard that i'm horribly disgusting, or what a sadistic person i am. But seriously, i had LOTS of fun alright! Can never imagine how cool it is. The thin layer of jelly stuff comes off, and this white little ball-like thing which is the eye ball just drops on your plate. It actually resembles a white ping pong ball yeah. Just that it's the EXTRA small version, of course! :P ahahaha, sorry peeps! I never thought that i could get that gross, honest! Gee, good thing that i didn't freak out. But strange thing that i got insane when i saw a RAT! Awww. &Ezra's like talking about putting rats in plastic bags, then slamming it against the wall when he was a kid. Hello, that's even more disgusting! Eew.

Ahh supposed to go to the library to study with Evian&the rest tomorrow. But feeling uber tired, shall stay at home and catch up on some sleep. XP Oh oh oh, i'm wondering if Mummy would let me go to watch Step Up 2 on Friday! Ahaha, i'm like in love with that show kay. Been waiting for a long time, longer than my ruler. Wee.Wee.Wee. Yes Bro, thanks for asking meee[: you totally ruleeee....NOT! Kidding! You called me an ugly bitchh today morning, i ain't gonna talk to you anymore. Gahhh! It's best that you don't take me seriously, LOL.

i'mgonnagodomyworknow.
jerm'ssuddenlysoguai.
notbadnotbad.
ahahailovetalkingthisway
quitecoolbutuberstoopid
cowithinkihadbetterstop
gottagopeople
jermlovesyoumorethan...
thepiglovesitsshit.

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

I took this from Sarah's blog! XD Thx sweetie.

What kind of girl am i?
Nuts.

1) What is your favourite colour?
a) Red
b) Pink
c) Yellow
d) Light blue

D! LIGHT BLUE LUH!

2) What is your favourite hang-out place with your friends?
a) Home
b) Shopping mall
c) Dinner at restaurant

SHOPPING MALL =D

3) What is your usual dress code?
a) Pants and shirt
b) Long flowy dress
c) Pajamas?
d) Cap, mini running shorts and singlet?

none. I dress according to where i'm going or my mood! =D

4) If you had free time, what would you do?
a) Have a picnic with family and relatives
b) Throw a party with friends
c) Read a book
d) Play with your dolls
PARTEEEE ;D

5) Name one of your hobbies
a) Photography
b) Studying
c) Dancing
All threee! :P not that much to studying, haha.

6) What is your favourite genre of music?
a)Pop
b) Rock
c) Classical

a-OF COURSE POP! Eew, rock is noisy. Classical is boring.

7) In your opinion, who is the most important person/people/thing in your life?
a) *Him
b) Bank account
c) Family

c - FAMARLAY!

8) If your mother gives you $50, you would...
a) Donate it to charity
b) Demand more, because it's not enough to get you the stuff you want
c) Give it to the bully because he/she says so
B, hahaha. Kay luh, kidding!

9) If the guy of your dreams asks you out the day before the exams, you...
a) Tell him to study for the exams first.
b) Just go out with him
c) Run away quickly

Nothing but, Tell him, " Hey, let's go to the library, study together& have some fun :P "

10) What is your favourite time of the day?
a) Afternoon
b) Morning
c) Night
Night please.

----------------------------------------------------------------------------"ANSWERS"

1) What is your favourite colour?
-Red (brave)
-Pink (sweet)
-Yellow (fun)
-Light blue (carefree)

2) What is your favourite hang-out place with your friends?
-Home (simple)
-Shopping mall (crazy, fun)
-Dinner at restaurant (serious)

3) What is your usual dress code?
-Pants and shirt (simple)
-Long flowy dress (graceful, elegant)
-Pajamas? (sloppy)
-Cap, mini running shorts and singlet (atheletic)

4) If you had free time, what would you do?
-Have a picnic with family and relatives (cares, loves family)
-Throw a party with friends (wacky)
-Read a book (shy, hardworking)
-Play with your dolls (childish)

5) Name one of your hobbies
-Photography (creative)
-Studying (clever, mature)
-Dancing (graceful)

6) What is your favourite genre of music?
-Pop (fun)
-Rock (loud, crazy)
-Classical (relaxed, carefree)

7) In your opinion, who is the most important person/people/thing in your life?
-*Him (lovesick)
-Bank account (moneyminded)
-Family (lovable, sweet)

8) If your mother gives you $50, you would...
-Donate it to charity (helpful)
-Demand more, because it's not enough to get you the stuff you want (greedy)
-Give it to the bully because he/she says so (soft)

9) If the guy of your dreams asks you out the day before the exams, you...
-Tell him to study for the exams first. (mature)
-Just go out with him (naughty)
-Run away quickly (shy)

10) What is your favourite time of the day?
-Afternoon (cheerful)
-Morning (healthy)
-Night (dark, emotional)


heheh, this is soooo cool can.

Where is your cell phone ?
On my bed; charging.

Boyfriend/girlfriend ?
Both girl&boyfriends mostly outside, some at home.

Your hair ?
Clipped up.

Your mother?
Watching teevee.

Your father ?
Outside with his friends.

Your favorite item ?
My laptop(:

Your dream last night ?
I forgot.

Your favorite drink ?
Depending on my mood. XD

Your dream car ?
Lamborghini Gallardo PLEASE!

The room you are in ?
My own room.

Your ex’s ?
Next quetion please.

Your fear ?
Anything horrible.

What do you want to be in 10 years ?
Shall leave it to God.

Who did you hang out with last night ?
My laptop.

What you’re not ?
I’m not a nerd.

One of your wish list items ?
Anything i can ask for! :P

18. Time right now ?
9.05pm.

What was the last thing you did ?
Press the enter button.

What are you wearing ?
clothes -.-

Your favorite book?
Don't like books.

The last thing you ate ?
Tao Huay.

Your life ?
Uhm, it's okay?

Your mood ?
Bored.

Your friends ?
i<3my girls!

What are you thinking about right now ?
If tomorrow's outing would be screwed up.

Your car ?
i don't have any yet.

What are you doing at the moment ?
kicking my legs.

Your summer ?
It doesn't rain here okay.

Your relationship status ?
Attached to my girls.

What is on your tv ?
Lazy to check what's on.

What is the last thing you said a few sec ago ?
" STOP LOOKING, GO OUTSIDE! "

Last time you cried ?
Weeks ago; forgot.

School ?
Phs.

What song currently makes you really happy?
One In A Million - Miley Cyrus.

Who makes you the happiest?
God&Chu Yi.

Are you happy right now?
So-so.

What food makes you happy?
EVERYTHING THAT'S ON THE MENU OF JERM'S FAV!

Do you smile a lot?
Yeah, maybe.

How many times did you laugh yesterday?
Which freak would do that.

What friend is the happiest that you know of?
Chu Yi!! OMG <33

Do you get depressed easily?
Sometimes...

What’s the most depressing song you know of?
Cry - Rihanna

Are you really upset right now?
A lil

Have you lost anyone friendship-wise?
Nt rilli.

Have you cried this month?
Yeap.

Do you talk to anyone when you’re upset?
Most of the time.

Are you considered “emo”?
NO!

Do you have any mental disorders?
Sometimes :P

Does depression run in your family?
Nah, we're the crazy kind.

Do you get pissed off easily?
Maybe.

Who has angered you last?
Lalala.

Have you ever wanted to literally KILL someone out of pure anger?
Yes!

Do you have any anger management problems?
MAYBE...

Do you get physical when you’re mad?
nope!

Do have a rough time getting along with family or parents?
Nt often.

When was the last time you got into a fight (verbal OR physical)?
Yesterday :X

Is there a constant battle between you and someone else?
Errr, BOUT?

Do you hate people easily?
Hardly.

Do you believe in love?
Yeah.

Are you single/taken/confused/swinger?
I told you i'm attached to my girls! :P

Do you hold hands when you are dating someone?
Shall see.

Do you like to date?
Which girl would like to have many dates huh.

How long was your longest relationship?
Would like to keep it private.

How many boy/girlfriends have you said “I love you” to?
Many girlfriends. One guy.

Do/Did you mean it?:
=.= what do you think.

yay. finished another one. Hooked up on quizzes lately! oh shucks.