Sorry faithful reader! Didn't blog for quite a while. Actually, i almost finished my post on yesterday, but i thought it was uber boring and got very lazy to recount back again. Nothing much happened today, except that it was Granduncle's birthday. And celebrated it at Lei Garden.
Blah. I'm getting more and more emo these few days. Feeling so weird man, WEIRD okay. Yeah sorry, if this post is gonna make you feel funny and stupid. Just click that exit button, poof. Buhbye then. Gahh, i'm getting more and more sian of everything. Not in the mood, quiet, serious kind of Jermaine. Or maybe it's 'cos i haven't been talking to anybody much lately. Be it MSN or in school. Just laughing or joking around, and those lame quarrels. Haven't had a serious and fun talk before with anybody, long long time. I miss it so much.
Was looking at my schedule, and realised how tight it is. Even when my family wants to spend some time to go out together or something, always either tied down by school work or some events. Damn it. Everybody wants a carefree life, to think i still thought that being busy would make me organise myself more. Yeah maybe true, except that i don't even have enough time for myself or for my friends.
I miss YongHui so much, ever since entered PHS, i can definitely say that we ain't that close anymore. We're close, but not as close. I want to go out with her, i want to go to the library or hang around J8. I miss Wei Ning too, saw her when i was on my way home. Hahaz, can't forget her voice. I feel like going out or something with the people that mean to me so so so so much, but i don't even have time to do that. It's been months since i ever felt all relaxed and free. Can't wait for the next time.
I was with my family at Raffles City, and honestly, i haven't actually gone out for a long time with them. Most of the time, it's either there for dinner or lunch, and off we go back home. Wasn't really in the mood, of course i shouldn't even show my sulky face. So sweet of Mummy to bring me to the Japanese sort of " Marche " for lunch, the food was nice. Went around shopping, but couldn't stop thinking about school stuff. It's like, one minute thinking of whether is there any homework, then about tuition work, dance practices, everything.
Maybe it's 'cos getting very lonely, and even if i want to talk to anybody, nothing much to talk about. Feeling darn darn darn empty and tired, the only thing that actually works to end all these is talking to God. Poof, shall stop being all emo-tic. &get back to my crazy self soon.
Hope that Mas Selamat would be caught soon. I get ready to die for tomorrow's 2.4km run. Damn.
Signing OFF,
jerm.
( Some pics...)
MY BIRTHDAY[:
Grandparents plus Sister&two lil darlings(:
the four of us!
hahaz, i realised we don't look alike. =P
AT CHIJMES.
me&joleneee.
us plus MUMMYYYYYY.
us and DADDYYYYY
i just realised how cute my parents are ><
GOT THIS FROM EVIAN'S BLOG! hahahahhaaha, took this while he was our " model " for our class tees. YEAH DARLINGS, that's what i'm talking about!