roses and butterflies

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Friday, April 25, 2008
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Didn't post 'cos wasn't in the mood, &kinda busy. Sorraye peeps. It was a perfect day, yet horrible one yesterday. Chapel was great. Amadea sang! &there was this song, i forgot the title. The drums & guitars were playing, so kewl lahh. DRUMS ;D  I wanna learn, but no time &it's hard!

I thought Pastor Beng Hwee is a super duper wise person, i really enjoy listening to her in chapel (:  After that was science, last day with Shawn Tan ahhh. Siaoo liao le, i can't enjoy myself anymore. Had music after that, In Christ Alone(:  Haha, watched the video, yah yah the scenes were back again. Ahhh, and went for english. It was super duper super duper fun. We could actually have free period again, and we began discussing about our outing to Escape! :D 

We were also gossiping, haha. Bout plaster :X  Jovi is damn pro at changing subject ohkayy! Hahaha. Went for recessss. &off for maths. Ahaha, calculator quiz. I got it back, 10/20  YAYYYY ;D  

Home Econs; MS LEONG'S LAST LESSON ):  I'll miss her like eff lah. Walaoe she's the best HOME ECONS teacher okay! Compared to _____ & _____ & _____! Lol, the other half of the class, D&T batch, would really suffer when it's their turn. 'Cos Ms Lim taking over, ahaha! We took pictures, yay. Oh, and there's this EFFING GUY that went to lovecalculator to calculate me&him when we were in the IT lab. WTF LAH, YUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK! Ok stop.

&i happily went to the canteen, thinking i'd be able to join Prayer Group on time. So i went to buy my foolscap with my dearest Joy, & I REALISED THAT I LOST MY WALLET! Argh. I was panicking panicking panicking and panicking and went crazy and anxious and scared and worried!!!  I almost cried while looking for it, i ran round the whole school with Joy &Annabel. Maths room, IT lab, everywhere! 

Ms Leong helped me to open the door for the IT lab, damn. Not there. &that was then i was totally frustrated, and friends around started asking me if i need help. Then Yee Tat msg-ed me and told me that my wallet was with ELLIE! Whoa, i chionged all the way to Art room to get it okay. &i chased her all the way, haha. :D   Wapiang, i was really damn worried lah. Urgh, not money, not cards. IT'S THE NEOPRINTS! Hahaha, phewww found it. Thank God :D
 
THANKS :

NATALIE! - For comforting me (:
MIN WEI! - For offering to follow me to the office, &comforting me XD
DENISE! - For asking me to relax & calm down.  :D

And many many many more people. 

But the four most important ones are JOY! ANNABEL! ELLIE! YEE TAT!

My dearest Joy, i really really appreciate your help sooo much can! :D Hahaz, thanks for running here&there with me, just to look for it! I bet you were sweating like hell! You could have gone home, but you stayed and accompanied me. RUN ABOUT ALSO ):  Damn. I love you so much manz fjoriejhiuegie!!  Hehe, BIGGEST BIGGEST THANKS TO YOU LAHHHHH ;D 

ILOVEEEEYOUUUUJOYYYYY<33333

My dearest Annabel, you too! You went to the security post to ask around, and damnnnnnnnn, you could have gone home also, but you didn't! :D  Omg, i really thank youu lah. BESTIE <33

My dearest Yee Tat, youuuuuu especially! WHOA. Lucky you told me that Ellie has it! I could have really cried cried and cried, and gone home straight, get scolded and shouted at. Damn it, THANKSSSSSSSS LOTSSSSSSSS :D  *and you took a look at my EZ link huh! Meanieeeee.* LOL

My dearest Ellie, YOU ANOTHER ONE! :D Haha, thanks for helping me safekeeeeeeeep my wallet for the entire day! Ohkay, learnt my lesson. Won't throw my wallet anyhow le, promise :D  I can't say i love you, just in case i get killed by your....hahahah! THANKSSS SO MUCH, for keeeping it for mehhhhh :D

I chiong-ed to prayer group with my dear Sarah&Christabel. When we reached, they started edi. So we joined in. Zomg, i just felt so different. SOOOOO different. PASTOR BENG HWEE WAS THERE TOO! XD  I sat there, held their hands, and bowed my head as i prayed. I just had so much to say to God suddenly, so so so much. I was asking for guidance and help and everything that just came to my mind, and thanking Him of course.  

I loved the part when we prayed for our friends to be saved (:  Amadea gave us a piece of paper, to write down all the friends that we wanna pray for, &for them to be saved. I wrote down all my friends that were non-christians, i hope so much for them that they'll one day learn bout God&be touched by Him. :D   
 
I think ChuYi&Amadea are really wise people lah. I love them can. I loveeee it when they talk, i just feel so motivated, and encouraged, and and and i just think their soooooo niceeeee :D

I stayed in school with Sarah, since she wanted to finish her art. I would be distracted by the computer if i reached home, so yeah, stayed back with her, to study :D GUAI, YES I KNOW! *sniggers* hahaha.  And what the heck heck heck heck..._________ & _________ ( fill in the blanks :D ) were diagonally opposite us, ahhhhhh. SARAHKIMMMMM was distracted lah. :D  Darling, concentrate on your work...not....HAHAHAHAH! :D

Went back alone, and i started opening up my books& studying for my science. So yeah, i had this urge to speak to sarah. Went online :D  talk a lotttttt. Weeee. & i think we're like much closer than before ohkay! Hahaz, and i really sat down, think carefully. Finally, i made a decision which i think is right. Maybe it would affect people, for sure, it will, but the pain would be temporary, haha. I'll concentrate on my work, not that :DDD You know what i mean, hahaz. Yayyy i feel so great now! YOU, yes you. I'll only talk about it when i grow OLDEHHHHH ;DDD 

Things were uber WRONG last night ): So so wrong, but i prayed to God, yayyyy! :DD  I madeee somebody cryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ):  Fck, i feel so guilty. If i could turn the clock back, I WANT TO LAH. Urgh, but i've no choice but to stick to my decision. I woke up this morning, wasn't in the right mood also...i think i started being bitchyyyyy. Oh, Alvin didn't come to school. Which was both a bad and good thing. * mean me * K lah, it was a bad thing! XD  

I forgot to bring my history workbook, and left it in locker OH DAMN IT. So i did it in school, wanted to get the questions from Nethanel last night, since he had his book with him. &this morning when he saw me doing it, he was like " Orhhh. Never do. " Haha Joyyy didn't do also :D 

First period, LITERATURE ;D  I loved it 'cos i was SLACKING. No not really, doing my history (:  They were discussing some crap poem, boring. Went for chinese. Nothinggg much happened again, she went through comprehension, me & Joy didn't understand a damn thing. I get ready to fail chinese :D 

History; uhm...it gets freakier each day, when history exam is coming real soon. I'm scaredd. I realised i suck at history, and i always forget what i learnt! Structure based questions..scaryyyyyyy! 

OH HERE'S THE BEST ONE! I loved recess, i totally loved it. I was feeling super low&siannn and tired and everything that could drag my mood down. I needed a hug. So much. Sarah&Denise&Min Wei :DDD <33333333333333

Whoaaa, they made me laugh so much till i felt much better(: Seriously, thanks DENISE! Min Wei bought eggtarts, and it reminded us of Yee Tat. He was just sitting at the table beside us, so Denise screamed over " YEEEE TATTTTTTTT. MIN WEI IS EATINGGGG YOUR SISTER! :D " Haha, she's full of crap! &asked him to buy oxgen tanks for her, me, Sarah & MinWei, to put us in his luggage & bring us to Taiwan also. Hahahaha! Damn it, i love you Denise(: You seriously are my sunshine, i can't believe that i laughed so much :DD &she was angry at somebody, ahhh. Don't, be nice! 

Jovi was also a clown, talking bout some elephant's ass? Hahahhaa. BEST RECESS I EVER HAD :DD   Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Yipeeeee aye aye. Ms Tan, i think i love you also lah. Haha, she gave us chocolates in reward for our marks! I was happy because chocolates normally make me go HIGHHHHHHH <3>

听Ka Lam的话,别让她受伤。( to the tune of Jay Chou's Ting Ma Ma De Hua )

Hahaha, 'cos there was once when somebody wrote I LOVE KA LAM, on BaiYang's table. All of us started disturbing him! Hahaha, but too bad she's taken :X

ASSEMBLY. Wapiangeh, boring ohkay. Teachers walking around, making sure nobody sleep. Zzz, i was so tired and the entire hall was so stuffy. With the damn tie around my neck? Crap. It ended, and Sarah signalled to me if wanna stay back to studaye :D Jerm agreeedddd. Weee.

Brought back a big stack of books, from the locker. Had to study at home, i gotta do it! DID I MENTION THAT I LOVE NATALIE PANGGGGG TOOOO? :DDD Hahaha, she was not feeling well & having a horrible cough. Still ate a bowl of CHICKEN rice, damn it, not supposed to eat chicken when you're not feeling well! And before me and Sarah could say anything, she slurped down her whole bowl of soup leaving both of us stunned. Hahaha, went to BBT with two of em :D

On the way there, stupid Natalieee. Polluted me&Sarah's "innocent" minds with this freaking horny book. Disgusting content, urgh. Haha, Nat was having so much fun showing us the pages...!! YOU AH.

Reached BBT, so ordered my PASSIONFRUITFIZZY<3333

Haha, Natalie was a bad bad girl ):  Make us so disappointed. But at least she promised me that she'd try her best not to. I'm so happy to hear that. We went back &started to study again. Pang did her art, me&Sarah did our workk :D 

Haha, and my dear girl distracted till ask me if 10 X 1 = 1? I was yelling at her ohkay! Gosh. Twins,Yee Tat, Arnold came over to learn their Rubik's Cube. Lol, Brenwin damn poor thing can. Gotta wait till 530 then can go home, Mr Steven Ong! &talked to Elaine, found out about some stuff. CHEER UPPPPP WOMAN! :DD I don't think will de lah, it's your choice(: 

We finished our work around 4pm and i helped Pang with her art board :DD But stupid Wang don't wanna accept, still scold her 'cos do landscape way not portrait. Urgh. She got real pissedddd. ):  We decided to go home, and NATALIE promised me something, yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. 

&NATALIE is <33

&NETHANEL is mean&big :DD 

&SARAH is distracted :DD 

&SHAYN is my new friend :DD

i'm talking to two Ns and two Ss! Haha, ohkay i shall get back to my work and study now (: Byee peeps.


*i got a big big orh cheh on my knee ):  *