I don't know what's wrong with me today. I feel weird, inside. Nah, not any of those moodswings but argh. There's just something in my mind that makes me feel that way, kind of affecting my thinking&mood; just that i can't figure out what it is.

Went to Orchard today& it was my last day out, 'cuz been going out too much, parents not very happy with that. Wasn't really in the fun mood today. I'm sorry guys, i know i wasn't really high as i normally would be. 

Cineleisure, lol nothing much. Denise went hunting @ NewUrbanMale for hot guys, haha. &the show was well...okay, not very good though. Expected ending, LOL. I was totally disgusted at the *youknowwhat* parts. Went around HMV & Denise spotted this hawt caucasian. Lol, not bad. &she went insane alright! Haha she kept looking for him after we bumped into him for like, 3 times? Lol. Slacked around blahblahblah & i went home. 

Jermaine, you seriously gotta wise up right now. Any wrong decision, that's it. If i'm gonna succumb to peer pressure, like what Sarah said, i think it would turn out horribly. All that i'm doing now is causing more and more pain to you, i really wish that i could end this. What am i actually thinking, i guess i gotta make a wise choice. Should have never gotten myself falling deeper till i don't even know what i'm doing right now. I need guidance from You, Lord. I know, i wouldn't wanna turn back & realise how dumb or silly i was. Neither do i wanna regret anything. If only i stayed firm in my decision.Blame myself for letting my emotions run wild without thinking carefully. It just comes&goes, perhaps i gotta understand myself more, &yeah, tell you my answer soon. But it's not the right time. &i'm still figuring out what's on my mind. I'm sorry if anything turns out wrong, i just thought i needed you to understand. I'm gonna leave things into Your hands Lord. I know You've plans for us. 

I love this song in my blog(: Haha i thought the lyrics were meaningful.