Thanks Sarah, for accompanying me all over AMK to look for shorts. Damn it, i love you to bits sis! (:

Dad ringed me up again, and started explaining about their intention and stuff. I don't care already, whenever they get pissed at me or something, they've never understood how i felt, or stood in my position before. I wanted to tell them sooo much that i miss 'em like fck ok! Even though their just beside me when i see them! To me now, my family's like just a family. It's no longer as sweet as i thought it was. Now i don't even have time to go out with them, thanks to NDP. Urgh...so since Mum said don't need to buy shorts, i went back with Sarah. 

I felt like crying, looked uber sian. Oh, thanks Sarah, Denise, Patricia, Yee Tat, Brenwin! I'm fine (: Haha they were uber duper sweet, some asked me if i was fine& some comforted me :D  Thanks guys! Weeeeee. So there was this small lil toddler roaming around aimelessly, and all of us were kinda touched by the twins' actions! Haha, maybe not me, 'cos my mind was thinking of stuff instead. The rest were amazed. They looked like father & son can, haha could see that they loveeee kids alot. So we reported it to some security guard and yups, done.

They decided to go to Mac to play the disgusting dice game! Haha, but i didn't play 'cos it's EFFING sick man...we chatted and Denise broke down 'cos she had many problems and really seemed upset and troubled. I felt like a loser at that point of time, my situation was not as bad as her, yet i was already feeling so troubled. I didn't feel like doing anything at all...four of us just sat there, quiet. Ahhh, but we decided to go back to the cinemas after that.

Lol saw Elaine. Oh, we watched What Happens In Vegas. It's one of the greatest show :D  Iloveit! Was kinda low, but started laughing and was cheered up after the movie(:  Oh, and to YOU, don't have to worry about me. I'M OKAY! ;D  Haha. The movie was so so so nice. Peeps should go catch it! ;D

The guys went off for basketball just a few minutes before the show ended, haha 'cos Nethanel was feeling damn kan cheong already. &they had punishment 'cos of us, they were late :X I think ah neh made them run 20 rounds before and after training, which is like 40 rounds! Lol! Sorry guys!

We were slacking around and since i had to be home by 4, i went back early. Bought sushi to bring home, and i went back alone. Many things went through my mind, i didn't feel like going home but too bad i had to. Kept playing Gotta Go My Own Way, nono, i'm not thinking about love or stuff. Just felt like listening to it. &i felt sooooo alone for a moment ):  

Reached home and didn't say a word. Even if i did, one or two words. Haha & parents called to check on me, was giving short replies and i seriously don't feel like talking to them today. Dad said that they're taking leave off tomorrow to bring me out, i'm like " ok" " ya " " don't know. " " bye" Zzz, and greeted Mum once. Or maybe, that was the only time i talked to her. She tried speaking to me but all i did was look at her, and look back, continue blogging. Dinner at the dining table was pretty silent, for me at least. Weird that i didn't speak at all. Just started scolding my sis over stuff. Man, i don't want this. But i just can't bring myself to speak to them today, i need to cool down, still.

I need You, Lord ): 

I'm tired right now. Seriously. Shall stop blogging and find more constructive things to do. I'm gonna pon drama tomorrow, haha nice. Kays, 

goodnite(:

this is why i say that girlfriends is teh love (: