Perhaps i just gotta learn that things don't always go my way, my style. It wasn't their problem but mine. I wasn't even meant to be there at all, shit. I'm not good enough, and i won't deny the fact. So it's best that i just give in and be me. Being troubled by this almost everday seriously sucks... i won't mind quitting it immediately, if it makes things easier for all of us. Let's just see how things go.
&i'd have to stop slacking. Work's deproving like fcuk. Damn.