What would it take to let you go? In your eyes, just give me a sign... So open your eyes, don't say goodnight. Wondering why... Alone tonight, I'll just let it go for you.
I'm letting you down. You are just hiding it so well, you're giving me no sign, no interest. You don't really want this...So right now, are you gonna try to save yourself?
I bet you're so sick of hearing it. You don't really want this, so hard to get, is that what it's gonna be? Sitting down, not even looking at me...I hope forever I wont remember this tonight.
So out the door, gone away...running so fast through the pouring rain. Gone forever.
The Friday Night Boys - You Do, You Don't.
DON'T ASK ME WHY.
It's just different. ( inserts a big smiley face )
I've been having the weirdest and whackiest ideas these days...I don't know why either :) Haha, yayyy. New phone coming my way :D Ilovedadddyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
I WANT EITHER THAT COOL COOL COOL W980i OR THAT PRETTY iPHONE.
Enough of those shit..
I'm sorry Chu, 'cuz i'm unable to attend your church event, both today & tomorrow's. Wish you all the best :) Bytheway, people! It's at Paya Lebar. Feel free to ask me for Chu's contact if you want to go for the event. It's a good opportunity (: Here's the advert! :D
I was blogshopping & saw some uber pretty lil things x)
I loved the accessories the characters in Goong wore, zomg. & i think these are really sweet! Haha. The first one is from some Taiwan drama thingy, i didn't watch the show but well, i thought the design for the ring is niceeeeeee. Weeeee i'm feeling ring & necklace-ish! It's been months since i bought such things :) Hands feeling itchy, heheh<3
For a song in itself is not what You have required.
You search much deeper within,
Through the way things appear.
You're looking into my heart...
I'm coming back to the heart of worship,
&it's all about You.
It's all about You, Jesus...
I'm sorry, Lord,
For the thing I've made it;
When it's all about You,
it's all about You, Jesus...
I prayed, i keep on praying for you every single day...'cuz i believe that things would be back real soon. It pains me a lot, especially each time when i watch you walk away.. &when i think back, I'd keep on asking God, what's going on nowadays. I need strength to carry this on...i really need it.
&ya know, Kinder Buono is such a wonder, when it comes to cheering people up. I saw this old man wearing a poncho, in the rain, plucking out weeds from the muddy ground, just right outside Mr Choo's homeroom. It was very dirty & wet. That's when i had this urge to give him my Kinder Buono...haha. But i just didn't dare to go up to him. Kind of regret now ):
So another chance appeared when Kenneth was speaking to us about all that's happening to him. Cheer up Kenneth! :D You're weird, but we loveee you! Yeah...he cried, andddd once again, i did not dare give him the Kinder Buono. YES I'M SHY. But i thought about the old man again, and didn't wanna miss another chance. So i gave him my Kinder Buono :D Cuz i read in a random book that even the slightest & smallest lil acts, can cheer one up (: It's 'cuz i've friends who does that to me too, and i appreciate it a lot. Hahaz..
Received medal for the netball competition game that i joined with Sarah & Tien, haha 'cuz we played for 1 Blessing's team (: 2nd was kewl. Didn't expect muchhh...haha. Went to AMK hub with Sarah, Yee Tat, Brenwin & Nethanel. Didn't know what to do, didn't have money for movie so yeah. Window shopping. Haha, but slacked at the food court instead. Gah, i love them sometimes. Make me ubah happy (:
Went off early(: &i'm excited that there are orders for our blogshop! Super happy. Yayyyy. Continue to support uh! :D Going back to KCP tomorrow and i supah can't wait to see most of them man. Especially Mdm Tang! :D
I'm finally done with my post!(: iloveGodddddddddddddddd. Weeeee.
I'm glad that you finally decided to move on(:
I HEREBY OFFICIALLY ANNOUNCE THAT I'VE FLUNKED MY CHINESE ORAL.
I screwed it up, really. The passage was nuts, i was reading it word for word without knowing what every word or the enitre passage meant! Stopped & skipped certain parts, but i reallaye hope she didn't notice it :/ 'Cuz some sec 4's were making loads of noise, i ought to thank them :D Hahhaha. The conversation was...........
-dead silence-
I stopped at every 2 to 3 sentences, and the sentences DID NOT MAKE ANY SENSE. The question she asked was :
" Why did schools ban sweet & oily food ? "
" Cuz...sweet & oily food can cause them to have diabetes and cancer..."
It was seconds later when she stared at me and raised an eyebrow. YES. THIS FREAKED ME OUT. I knew that i said the wrong thing, judging from her expression! Urghh. I was thinking, how on earth can i ever say something as ridiculous as that. I mean likeeeeeeeeee....forget it. Wanna cry. No wrong, i won't cry over CHINESE -.-
Got results back, but it's way different from Ntrix 'cuz that's the overall.
I want all Assssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
Target reached for English , Literature, D&t, HE, Art, History.
The rest...Bs here and there. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
I'd better get going. BYEBYE.
I'm kind of lazy to blog these days, bleh. But well, let me just put in a lil bit more effort since i've time now. Ahahah. It's 7.57am, and i don't have school today. Gotta report to school at 1pm instead, for the ICT presentation shit. I'm boreddddddddddddddd. Did the dumb ICT thingy yesterday, and i can form a pretty lil maths equation for you right now.
ICT = Bullshit/Nonsense X Time ( Wasted )
I'm doing the role of Mr Lim & man...easiest, but uber boring & tedious okie. English was practically copying & summarising the facts into the table, that was eeezie. History made me jump down the building.. Seems easy, but can't seem to think of any facts AHAHAHA. I'm gonna finish it up and upload it ;D Btw, going to Gladys' house around 10. &weeeeeeeee. Off to school again.
Supposed to meet one of my customers for payment, but well...she seems busy & isn't free on any of these days. Oh well, shall discuss with Sarah bout now.
I WANNA CATCH SOME SLEEP NOW BUT THE PHONE JUST WON'T LET ME OFF.
I woke up this morning and had the shock of my life. SHOCK. 15 messages unread and i'm like WTF IS HAPPENING. Damn that Si Yu, spammed my inbox with nonsensical messages, he promised to do it yesterday and i thought he was kidding...btw, he's got unlimited smses, beware.
I'm gonna wash uppp & finish my work. Then to Gladys' houseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey. BYEBYE ;D
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Wow, it's been a few days since i last posted ahahha. I was uber happy yesterday :D Very! Thanks Pang, Sarah, Denise, Tien, Ellie ! We went out to celebrate Pang's belated birthday :D
Went to Marina Square to watch Meet Dave, though we wanted to go bowling too! The movie was okay, yeah...kinda funny, but uber boring at some parts :D Wanted to stay to bowl, but me&Denise's mum were ringinggggggggggggggggggggggg us throughout the movie. So yeah, home XD
On the train, we were tryna be vain & camwhored. Loads of people were staring at us but who cares. Shall update it soon :D
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Had cramps & gastric for the entire day. Urgh. I wasn't in the mood to do anything manxxxxsssZxzzz.
Didn't go for dance, just felt very sick for the entire day, & still having the urge to vomit, even now. Don't worry, i'm still a virgin la! Hahaz... So JiangLaoShi wants a MC or parent's letter, in chinese. I don't know how my mum's gonna write that..Bleh.
Sarah, i'm fine. Don't worry about me ok ? You should take care instead! Nothing is drifting, k? [: Ily babe.
Yes. Let go. Let go. Let go. <3
They say that good things take time, but really great things happen in a blink of an eye. Thought the chances to meet somebody like you were a million to one. I can't believe it... You're one in a million. All this time I was lookin' for love, tryn' to make things work that wasn't good enough. Til' I thought I'm through, said I'm done, then stumbled into the arms of the one. You're making me laugh about the silliest stuff, say that I'm your diamond in the rough. When I'm mad at you, you come with your velvet touch. Can't believe that I'm so lucky, I have never felt so happy. Every time I see that sparkle in your eyes...You're one in a million ♥
;Jermaine
that's what the three suckers call me, and i don't know why! Just because i was staring into space while smiling during assembly. Wth. Joy the snail. Grace the shio ba. Gladys the...hmm. Short. :D Hahahahha. Heart them a lot, so you, shuddap.
I'm kinda disappointed with my results, maths i mean. Though my mum is contented... 28/40, A2. I don't want...I want an A1. 'cuz i know i'll be doing badly for the rest of my tests...Darn. I was supposed to get 26/40 but that rat marked wrongly and didn't give me two marks! Rottennn. Veh sad. But managed to get two marks 'cuz i argued with her. &SHE ACCUSED ME OF CORRECTING THE ANSWER DAMN IT. Super insulting lah.
Gracey wasy emoy today, managed to cheer her up... a lil :X Haha, i hope you think it through my dear! Remember, you have US. Ok? US :D We'd be there for you through it all (: It's orange, your favourite colourrrr. Ahaha.
Lalalalalala. Nothing much today, except yeah, Natalie's birthday [: Went to the library to study after school with Yee Tat, Gladys & her Jareld. Hahaha. I needed to be in a quiet environment with friends to be motivated. Yeah...heart you people for accompanying me! :D &ya, you don't worry too much uh! (:
I'm dying right now. Maybe not. 'Cuz managed to understand science further, with that idiot that lied to me bout having two kids! GARY PEH, who else huh. But well, can't deny that he's one of my best science teachers. Rah, i want you to come back! He asked me what i felt bout science, and told me this which was kinda motivating in a way x)
Jermaine. you're my first&last superman(: <3>
I'm like super lost in science.
The world is a complicated place and we are merely pawns. says:
we'll always lag behind if we compare with someone who studies faster
The world is a complicated place and we are merely pawns. says:
just compare with yourself
The world is a complicated place and we are merely pawns. says:
you'll find yourself improving all the time
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Grace&YeeTat&Sarah :
i want three of you to be happy all the time, don't worry about what's gonna happen k? I'll pray for you guys. Three of you are super important to me, so yeah, don't wanna see you all like that! heart you guys<3>
I wish you a
super
duper
extremely
happy
blessed
cool
basketball-ish
sexy
pretty
hot
sweet
lovely
adorable
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! ♥
Sarah did this for me when i turned 13th this year(: Sweet. Love ya babe <3 This was uber appreciated, though my birthday this year was shiatt...
1) Literature exam wasn't very difficult; ( not easy too )
2) Grace made me " laugh " Rah i love her.
3) Dance was uber tiring but kewl.
4) Saw how loving Gladys & Jareld (sp? ) were.
5) I just bought 3 pieces of clothing from cuzzie's blogshop
6) I can finally slack today!
7) Juniors' PSLE was a success! ;D
Few reasons that make me think back & go sad.
-darn i'm speaking like Christopher!
1) Joyyyyyyyyy! She's always beside me, but miss speaking to my snail HAHAHAAH.
2) Today's spilt almost made me cry! WTF.
3) I lived on $6 today oh damn it!
4) I can't go out on Sunday!
5) I STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT TO BUY FOR PANGPANGPANG.
Okay here goes the official post ;D Heh.
First two periods were Literature exam, uber freaky. 'Cuz we were like chiong-ing to memorise certain quotes, gah. It wasn't very difficult, wasn't very easy, but i managed to remember certain stuff 'cuz God was right right beside me! ;D Thank God!
Hmm...so recess. Yah, blackpepperchicken. Aww so lame. Science? I didn't understand a lot of things and i was listening till i fell asleep. Don't blame me man, almost 3 quarter of the class were not paying attention too! I seriously don't get him somtimes lah :/ &Wayne somehow pissed Jovi Alvin Josh Jk off... 'cuz of the science project. Have some originality lah -.-
Blah. Assembly ? Kinda cool with those guitar stuff going on! But CERTAIN stuff got me really...*shakes head* GraceBraceLongbeansforbreakfast made me veh happy. I don't know why but HAHAHA. I was forced to laugh at jokes that weren't funny and jokes that i don't understand...
Anyway, i think the Ucelele was damn cool, i don't know how to spell it dumb. &the bass guitar! Lalala. I'm tryna drag this entire post 'cuz it's getting way short. & i'm like typing crap here here here. Nanana. Lalala. Boohooweh.
Dance. IMAGINE LEGS BREAKING OK. Veh tiring. Very...teacher got super humorous today, didn't even scold us. *Miracle* Perhaps he was in a good mood, Good Day. 'Cuz he was wearing red, and maybe he saw 5 red cars, HAHAHAH I'M SERIOUSLY SPEAKING LIKE CHRISTOPHER. At first, no seniors except 2 sec threes were present, so almost all filled with Sec1s! He tortured us like mad lah. Did the freaking spilt, till it was so damn painful 'cuz i've never been forced till so damn big before! Even Gladys cried! Guhh. Tolerance ~~~not.
Yaya, so legs were jelly enough. Like some crippled toad. Still made us do Ti / Pi tui. Ah whatever is that. IMAGINE THE EARTH HAVING AN EARTHQUAKE, 'cuz we were kicking our legs up high to reach for cows jumping over the moon. I'm getting lame, uh ? Ellie & Gladys said they were lesbians. So for whatever reasons which i really DON'T KNOW, i was dragged into the picture for nothing! Saying that Gladys likes me, and blahblah, i'm more suitable for her, & teacher made her do ti / pi tui beside me. She was laughing so her face was like the HOT RASPBERRY MILKSHAKE and teacher started being lame & said 'cuz she was too shy to face me. I was like WTH. So we two were laughing our asses off while doing it, so our timing like shit! Once again, teacher said 'cuz both of us were too shy & awkward & distracted. Whatever.
Then the damn techno music ( YES I HATE TECHNO MUSIC PEEPS ) was the song to help us with our timing ya know! One of the lyrics went like ~~~~ George the second. Laugh nor. Which resulted in more Pi/Ti tui! Gladys managed to finish ah! But me & Ellie had to keep on doing it even though i had wobbly jelly agar agar legs !
Imagine after all that crap warm ups, we did more ! Jumping & stuff...there was a string below my feet so i wanted to take it off. So when teacher turned around, he saw it and thought i was lazing around! Made me do sooooooooooooooooooooo many in front of the class DAMN PAI SEH YA KNOWW! I did like...how many ? 14?! No i think more than that. Gah gah gah. I couldn't wait for it to end 'cuz i'd really have broken legs by then!
Went to BBT 'cuz all of us were veh veh hungry ;D What to do with a pathetic note ? TWO DOLLARS. Ahh. So i was doing some maths problem sum, DRINK OR FOOD. Lalalala i decided on both 'cuz i lent money from Gladys ahahaha! ==
====i'm jumping for JOY 'cuz this post is so long HAHHA=====
*Joy, be happy. For you, i jump you know! lala
Yeah so that couple was super loving. Hahaha * mushyyyy * XD Oh btw, tomorrow's their first month. HAPPY FIRST MONTH ;D Stay retarded. Hahahahah oooops. I don't know why but i was veh veh happy so i did the most retarded stuff. Leleh. Took train back with the couple, home! Curry for dinnah, like yay yay yay. Blogshop-ed. Three pieces of clothingssssssssssss. YAY! ;D
I shall get some sleep tonight! 2.4km, tmr morning chiong ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
/all the best for Lit tomorrow darlings.
Am I crazy or falling in love? Is it really just another crush? Do you catch a breath when i look at you? Has it ever cross you mind when were hangin', are we just friends? Is there more, is there more? See it's a chance we've gotta take 'cuz i believe that we can make this into something that will last, last forever, forever... Why do i keep running from the truth? All i ever think about is you... You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized &i just got to know....♥
I'm back from Napfa ;D Like yay! Haha. Super fun fun fun. Everything's fun except the 2.4km run which is up veh soon..i'm gonna suffer, for sure! Today was absolutely cute. For me kay. So many things happened which made me fapppyy ;D
Chapel was cool 'cuz the speaker, i forgot his name but he was one of the pastors that i liked most! Haha...Topic was on guilt; confessing our sins & God forgiving us! I feel kind of empty, 'cuz no prayer group today. Maths exam ended way too late. Bleh. Anyway, me & Grace had a uber great but evil time during English today! Had two free period, i used one period to revise my maths while the other, we were discussing 'bout 1Endurance girls. Haha, like which country they LOOK like their from, &who they look like ( private topic ) 'cuz kind of offending to certain people. :X I promise, it was just some random joking topic, we don't mean it yeah!
D&T. Yayyy Mr Toh<3 So much better than Mr Chua can -.- I've yet to finish up my D&T work lalalala. First time stayed up till a freaking 11 plus just to finish it! But yah, i forgot to print it oh damn.
Alright, i'm gonna get my school shoes tonight. Cuz i think i'm gonna be the next Christopher in the TCIOTDITNT; inspecting my own shoe with holes. Blahblah. Literature tomorrow. I don't wanna fail. I want an A. Bleh.
All I hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop. Oh baby, tell me why’d you have to go? ‘Cuz this pain I feel it won’t go away And today I’m officially missin’ you. I thought that from this heartache, I could escape but I’ve fronted long enough to know there ain’t no way...Can’t nobody do it like you; said every little thing you do. Hey baby said it stays on my mind. And I-I’m officially...
All I do is lay around, 2 years full of tears. From looking at your face on the wall just a week ago. You were my baby, now I don’t even know you at all. Well, I wish that you would call me right now so that I could get through to you somehow. But I guess it’s safe to say, baby, safe to say that i'm officially missin’ you...
Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby. But I see there’s something I just can’t do. From the way you would hold me to the sweet things you told me. I just can’t find a way to let go of you.
It’s official...you know that I’m missin’ you, yeah, yes. All I hear is raindrops...♥
I know you're disappointed in me. Very disappointed. Especially today, with all that's happening, i vented it out on you. If i were in your position, i'd be pissed too... &i just didn't want to affect you again, that's why i didn't speak to you though i really wanted to. Perhaps i shouldn't have spoken to you that way, causing you to get mad each time. I'm sorry...
that snapshot girl. says:
but i'm still here for you as always.
Ahhhh. Chu Yi is so damn sweet nahx. That was on purpose, i hate twitters. But let me try being one. Hahahaha. I love her to the ubah maxy maxxxxZxxxzzX kreeeeeep. & i met my dearest Wendy today ;D Haha, you stunned i stunned we both stunned! Lala. Cow backsideee.
&they called me a study nerd. Wth ): Now Sarah kim regrets!!!! Hahahhaa.
which is like next thursday. So if you really love me, wait till thursday! Haha. IN THE MEANTIME, all of my readers! Study hard & jiayou ;D
/oh, but i'd reply tags! Heheh.
So i was at Mac studying today, and LOTS of things happened. Unpleasant ones especially. But well, yay it's fine now. I seriously dislike Geog, cuz i couldn't get a thing. Thank God, with His strength & guidanceeee, yeahh, i understand alreadyyyyyyy * praise the Lord * Haha, & things are fine right now, i suppose. Alvin was real sweet today, trust me! ;D I was even doubting if that was him alright! Hahaz, thanks my dear (: &thanks to that Jun Ming guy.. even though i don't know you, i'd be looking out for ya! X)
Dinner at Swenson's was pretty much disasterous for me. Hahaha. The thought of it makes me laugh :P So it went like that :
Me : Can i have a Mac& Cheese. & erm, without the mushrooms & onions. Thanks.
Waiter : Oh, i don't think it's possible 'cuz it's in the sauce.
Me : Uh, u sure? The last time i came, they managed to. Are ya able to help me check first?
Waiter : Yeah sure, give me a minute.
*rushes to ask chef *
*comes back*
Waiter : Hey, sorry but we're only able to remove the mushrooms. Is that okay ?
Me : Err...then can i have the chicken frank instead? Without the onions too.
Waiter : Alright,
*goes to chef*
*comes back*
Waiter : Miss, sorry but the onions are in the sauce. Do you want me to tell them to remove it ?
Me : Huh. Okay never mind, i shall have the cray fish spaghetti instead.
Waiter : Without onions?
Me : Oh, no, it's fine (:
Waiter: Alright.
*goes to chef*
*comes back*
Waiter : Sorry, but, do you want to change the sauce ? 'Cuz i can help you to remove the onions
Me : Huh, no no it's alright.
Waiter : Ok, sorry bout it.
Me : Nvm
*food comes*
*realises crayfish kinda not fresh 'cuz blackish, mum complained.*
Waiter : sorry bout that, i'll help you check with the chef.
*talks to chef. ALL THE CHEFS IN THE KITCHEN STARED AND STARTED LAUGHING AT ME. *
Waiter : Maam, sorry but it's actually alright. The stomach blahblah.
Mum : Oh, ok. Thanks (:
Me : I BET YOU HATE ME ALOT!
Waiter : Haha, nope. It's alright! 'Cuz we have to understand the customer's situation :D
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Hahaha, i bet the waiter hated me can. :/ And all the chefs too. This fussy lil girl! X)
School's back tomorrow. Bleh.
Hey Yee Tat, don't worry too much 'bout me. I'm fine, haha. I promise! ;D Thanks a lot, at least i did cheer upppp ! [:
200TH POST! ♥
/kissmayeeebaby!
i feel jumpy cockroach-ish wheets!
That's when i love you ♥
" Sometimes, it is inevitable for regrets because they teach us to make better choices and toughen us. But there are some regrets that last a life-time, and guilt that cannot be erased. "
Quoted from ChuYi.