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Sunday, August 10, 2008
'Cuz i can't hear you.

Yesterday was a great day for me, for us (: Hahaz, happy belated National Day loves! Well, didn't blog yesterday 'cuz i was real darn uber damn tired okieeeee. LOL! Hmm, met in school at 12 30, and i gave Denise, Thomas, Gladys, Grace, Joy my mum's strawberry cheesecake x) Wanted to give SARAH KIM, bleh she didn't have training so couldn't see her. Lalala, I couldn't sit alone thanks to that china teacher & her son. Urgh.

Reached the Flyer, blahblahblah. Make up, oh yeah make up was like shit once again. They changed it from turquoise to dark army greeeeeeeeeeeeeen! I think it was to match our costume's colour, heck. Haha. Our performance was alright, 6 messages unread right after it. Yay (: I love my friendssssssssssssss, & you.

Reached home uber late, TUNA SANDWICH & BERRY ICE BLENEDED! Heart.

&hey, to you two...i've been thinking about it, and seriously, did i treat you too much of a good friend, or was it you decided to betray my trust just like that? I really don't know what's happening to all of us. It's like, certain things you can't expect me to keep it inside and act as if i'm happy when i'm not, your attitude and backstabbing. Ha. Yeap, i can't say that i haven't changed, much or lil after primary school. In terms of behaviour and attitude. &friends? I know how to make wise choices, those who are true friends or not. I can see clearly, Don't tell me that you don't have new friends, and you've never left us for them at certain times? If you think my behaviour is irking you, or my friends are just, so not your type of friends for ya, i suggest you just look away each time you see me. They didn't offend you, you're pissed with me, not them. Keep them out of any of your gossip. " She changed a lot after mixing with them. " What's that sentence suppose to mean? Joshua spoke to me about it, yeap like months back? I've decided and yeah made wise choices 'cuz i thought what he said did make sense to me. God was there for me during all those time, He taught me how to. You don't make judgement unnecessarily without knowing what i'm thinking... These years of friendship, it's just gonna end like that huh. I've no say over this, but from the way i saw how both of you behave BEHIND me. Lol, end of it. I expected this, yet i didn't. Ever since that incident, i thought i should treat you better and stuff like that, but i can't believe you sided another person at that point of time. I'm disappointed, perhaps it was my fault during that time to actually get so pissed about it. For that, i apologise. But simply because of that, everything's gonna end, not worth it dude. I just want you to know, you should change your ways too. It's not me that feels that way, it's us. Yeah, i still treat ya as a friend...'cuz i believe that God will make a way for us. Well, as for you Alvin, i've got nothing to say to you anymore. Just like what you said, you can't be bothered either. Fine...neither can i. I'll just say this, you'd better get your facts right before you fking accuse me of things i did not say.

I had a great talk with Ezekiel just now. Haha he was super duper sweeeeet in a way (: Made me cheer uppp, thanks bestie! Damn cute, he used to disturb me ya know! Since primary 1! I'd sabo him each time, cuz i was the monitress and his name NEVER fails to be written on the board. Hahaha. I'll also remember him for life, 'cuz he's the first guy to ever slap me ): Lol! But well, i know he was just kidding.

♠ Kėż€ ♠ ™ 6cents;D says:
JERM SIS.
Jerm aine. - says:
yayyy
Jerm aine. - says:
* so touched *


Jerm sis. Haha...long time since i've heard that x) Happy. Very very happy.



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