I agree with you totally that things for us have been drifting. Apart that's it. Though still speaking to each other, don't you think that it's kind of way different ? The way we talk, emotions etc.. Drifting apart is one sign that normally urges me to bring the relationship back, with whoever it is. But this time, i can't say anything for it. Cuz it's different...
I read it all, how you felt, what you went through. I certainly didn't wanna leave you alone, but what can i do? My actions and movements were all restricted at that time, it seemed like i was trapped and you're just outside of that glass panel, while i was inside.
You say i ain't the cause of it, and it wasn't my fault. But i clearly felt that way...i don't know but that guilt rose each time you're in pain. Nobody has ever made me felt that way before, never. It's like, i want to be there, yet i can't.
There isn't a need to sacrifice or doing so much...I guess it would be best if you move on. I don't know how to speak to you about it again. I really hope you'd understand.
God, tell me. Tell me what's going on, what to do.