I feel so...dumb. Stupid. Foolish. Crap. Tired. Stressed out.

Sigh. So many things left undone, with just that stupid EOY rushing up to me. Like as if it's gonna crash into me any minute & i'd knock out. I seriously feel that it's too quick, i'm still very unprepared. Especially Geog, Maths & D&T. All i know bout D&t is filing, lols. I miss Mr Toh ): I guess i'm just gonna fail D&T!

These days been pretty cool and unkewl. Fun yet stressed out periods like ckk's. Urgh, hate her. Imagine you're doing a test and somebody's yacking quacking at your ears, till you can't concentrate. Really had an urge to shut her up this morning during the maths test. Talking about the test, didn't have time to really go through. Guess i'm gonna screw it up too... English was well, fine. Like A1...but i just felt that i should have achieved better ): I mean, it was a very easy compreeeee damn it.

Literature. D&T. Is really giving me hell right now, it's 11.36pm. I don't know how to continue 'cuz i seem so stuck with it, and very tempted to message and talk online. Gahhhh. Decided to blog instead, talking to myself. Haha. Nothing much happened today i guess, just that stupid Gladys don't wanna go for the Taiwan Exchange programme with meeee. JUST BECAUSE IT'S WINTER. That's the exact point of why i'd wanna go! But sigh, don't feel like already.

Walnut cake. Hot milo. ): I'd wanna gooo and lie and sleep right noww. But i guess should finish it now and i'd be free tomorrow ( as if ) Oh man, shall stop posting cuz i think this is a super meaning-less post. God. Wo Xu Yao Ni. Sigh. I hate the exams, cuz it gives me stress. I love the exams, cuz it makes me study hard. Wtf.

It feels like you're gone.
Like practically out of my life.
It's fading darling.
Both you & Sarah...
I'm afraid i can't take this anytime soon.
It may be nothing to you two, but you'd never know how much it means to me.
But i guess God's got His way.

Maybe I'm foolishly overreacting; But being without you I can't imagine. It's just to close to the heart &i won't stand it if we're broken apart.