I was going all around, they posted their results all up on their blogs. I compared them with mine, ha. I guess i'd drop class real soon. Though i really don't want too ): Everybody's results were so much better than mine! God, help me pleaseeeeeeee! I don't want to leave my friends. I'm probably too ashamed of myself and my results, though i passed everything smoothly, that's why i didn't post it up. Normally if i post it up, i'd be very proud of myself. Now? Just not up to my expectations. How could i fucking just get a just pass when the paper was so damn easy & the only reason why i'm so angry with myself it's 'cuz i got EVERYTHING correct. Yes EVERYTHING! But it was all pinalised 'cuz of the careless calculations!

It was probably the easiest paper i ever did in PHS. Can't believe it. Parents gna' scold, and i really wana retake the paper laaaaaaaaaaaaa! I hate my results. So damn much especially maths & science. Science, maybe not 'cuz highest was only 60 + compared to Devotion's 92. I guess they are too smart -.- Crazy people. Obviously right. Theirs is the only class with Mr Lim, the exam setter leh. 1ENDURANCE & 1GRACE WERE TAUGHT BY...urgh. WHATEVER LAH!

I'm gonna study hard during the hols, i can't afford to lose out in Sec2. I'm gonna get into the course i want, full stop. Even if i can't remain in the top 2 classes, i'd study real hard. I want to get 4As means i want to. Wake up Jermaine, you've had enough fun.

WAKE UP!

God, i'm sorry. I've let You down...