Today's not a good day for blogging. So bear with me, emooootional stuff. Prolly tomorrow or the day after would be a better day for me to blog. But one thing which is great is that, there's dance tomorrow :)

There's a thousand and one reasons which caused my unhappiness today. I shan't name who.

Like, you guys push it wayy too much. Imagine; If you were in his position, how would you feel? You tell me. What's this man. I've been in that situation before, all i could do was simply stfu and do what i want to do. I didn't wanna get angry 'cuz it's of no use, neither would i wanna complain 'cuz i thought they will wake up soon. Sec 1 already, and is this discrimination? If so, why not start to tease the others too ? I think it's totally ridiculous and childish. Fcking stupid to have this lame joke going on for months and probably years. No big deal right? If this ever gets out to the public, i seriously don't know how you people would suffer the punishment given by the society. I stood there, watching you know. WATCHING. I know it's not some free show, but what can i do? How silly you people can get. I kept on wondering what's gonna happen next, what will people around think, why you all did that for. Fun? Self defence? Or just trying to do it for the sake of doing it? I really felt so tired today, and all that happened in the morning & afternoon. Results, public apology to school & AMK library, all that shit has caused me to worry for days. Thought i'd be fine and not worry so much after it ended. But things gotta start appearing out of nowhere always. I didn't talk much; 'cuz i had nothing to say. I'm not angry nor sad nor pissed nor disappointed. Yeah probably i WAS very disappointed. But come to think about it, the entire situation was not worth me brooding over it. Sometimes i hope God really can open all of your minds&hearts. I've been waiting till all of you would come to know Him, accept Him. I know for sure if you guys get to know Him, the impact on your lives would be great. It's so tough ): I'm afraid the feeling of gna' break down once more is back.

Blood test probably tomorrow. Sigh.