Alright. I'm sad. Very sad ): But with God's love i am NOT NOT NOT NOT NONONO.

Lately i haven't been really hanging out with friends nor blogging 'cuz not feeling well. I really don't know what's wrong with my own health. Either i'm not eating well or not taking care of myself. So i bloody fainted yesterday morning -.- Don't come and " OMG. WTF. REALLY ?! " Yeah, reaction of my friends & family. Youuu thinkkk i wantttt.

I'm not sure if i'm anaemic or something, 'gna have some check up & blood test soon. __ i'm scared of injections& needles. Very. Yesterday morning i was waiting for my dad to come out of the bathroom, so i decided to lie around the sofa to rest. And normally after lying and resting for quite a while, then wake up. I'd feel very giddy. I thought leaning on or holding on to something would help, 'cuz that's what i normally do. But not yesterday, the next few seconds when i opened my eyes i realised i was already on the floor with my entire family panicking like siao already. HAHA.

Now i'm treated like some fragile girl. When bathing or in the toilet, not allowed to lock the door just in case i faint inside & nobody knows. No need to carry too many things( WOOHOO) haha. Funny looking medicine. I'm really worried. I hope i don't have some stupid illness or shit ): So i probably need somebody with me wherever i go. YES I'M WEAK WHATEVER. AT LEAST GOD GRANTED ME STRENGTH. NOW I'M STRONGGGGG INSIDE. Jealous say.

Rahhhhhhhhh. Anyway, on Thursday i went with Sarah to get backpacks. Haha. Oh and talking bout blogshop, i'm like happyyyy ;DD More sales these weeks, woots. Thank God God God. Haha i know lah, a bit ridiculous to pray for our business but that's exactly what i did. Don't laugh or else i shall shoot you.

& i have a new favourite song ;DD

All for love a Father gave
For only love could make a way
All for love the heavens cried
For love was crucified

Oh how many times have I broken Your heart?
But still You forgive
If only I ask
And how many times have You heard me pray?
Draw near to me...

Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You

Haha, such thing as missing God? Yeap i'm missing Him. Haha, without chapel, devotions, prayer group. Sometimes i'm super taken away from Him. Yesterday was the longest time i prayed to God too, and i really felt very good after it :) Like emptied everything. LOL. Oh how many times have I broken Your heart? But still You forgive, If only I ask. And how many times have You heard me pray? Draw near to me... Makes sense, doesn't it? Okay i feel guilty now.

Think about it. Anyway...